Yesterday was one of "those days". I had to go to Publix to get some baby food and since I walked out the door there was only one thing in my mind... doughnuts
Well, I said to myself: " A couple of them won't kill you Carmen, but you cannot weight yourself on Monday like you are use to..." It was a constant battle between good and evil. By the time I got to the store I walked as fast as I could without looking at the source of my dispair; grabed what I needed and some atkins bars and milk shakes.
I survived, but I really, really want something sweet to eat, even if I cannot call this "thing" cravings, because this doesn't feel like cravings anymore
I keep telling myself: When you get to 170 lbs you can have just one day and eat everything that you like (without anyone knowing this, and just for one day)... It's this normal? Am I the onlyone going thru this??? 
Carmen Zilia
Well, I said to myself: " A couple of them won't kill you Carmen, but you cannot weight yourself on Monday like you are use to..." It was a constant battle between good and evil. By the time I got to the store I walked as fast as I could without looking at the source of my dispair; grabed what I needed and some atkins bars and milk shakes. I survived, but I really, really want something sweet to eat, even if I cannot call this "thing" cravings, because this doesn't feel like cravings anymore
I keep telling myself: When you get to 170 lbs you can have just one day and eat everything that you like (without anyone knowing this, and just for one day)... It's this normal? Am I the onlyone going thru this??? 
Carmen Zilia




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