:sadblinky I had to share this with everyone, I'm not embarrassed just a little bent outta shape. The scale I was using, grant it that it was old you know the dial type, it was pretty roughed up and rusty. It told me/lied to me that my starting weight was 230. Well, as time progressed in induction I noticed if I got on and off of it, it would tell me 3 different weights, so naturally I went with the lowest (so much for wishful thinking). So, I bought myself a digital one and whoa my weight was totally off way more than what I thought was my starting. I figured it out that my weight was much higher when I started. I had to be like 250-260lbs and didn't even know it, I mean dang!! I have to start over my fitday weight, and my little ticker thingy. Oh well, I did lose 3" on my waist (and it hasn't been a month yet), grant it I haven't been exercising on my machine just walking around more than usual, and I'm very tired afterwards, after a nap I'm pretty much okay. Everyone has noticed a difference in my face, on how much slimmer it is and even a jacket that I couldn't pull together I can now zip up (its snug though, not loose). But how could I have not known that my weight was waaay up there? I thought I was looking pretty good there and now this (well I knew I was still looking fat, tee hee hee.) I won't let this stop me, I've invested too much time and effort into this to give up now. I know I MUST get on my machine, and make the time a commitment even though I just moved into my new place and things are still in boxes in my machines way, I've been working on it (gotta throw away a lot of crap that is). Oh well, I thought I might share this with everyone because as they say: "Secrets make you sick!" and I must continue this :guns fight to my very last breath. Thanks for listening. P.S. I haven't cheated since I started, I haven't had the desire to, and I'm in Ketosis daily from pink to purple.
**Nikki**
**Nikki**







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