I was able to resist all sorts of temptation when it came to food for months. I was so strict that it seemed to irritate everyone...
BUT
On Christmas eve I decided I'd let myself splurge on Christmas day. I ate a few things I hadn't had in over a year and enjoyed them. Another month or so went by and I was on track, not tempted by anything once again.
Another day in Feb. I went out to dinner with my mother, ate my typical atkins-approved meal and came home. I felt bored that night and instead of ignoring it or entertaining myself, I melted chocolate and dipped differents sorts of things into it as a treat for my family. I never expected to eat almost all of them myself! I don't even know how that happened.
Ever since that night, it's been back and forth. Binging one day, low-carb the next, low-fat sometimes. Even though that had been going on, I was still maintaining my weight somehow and just this last week I think I've over done it. I am up about 2 lbs, I know they will soon be gone. (Most likely by tomorrow ;-O )
I don't want to do this to my body anymore. I am a health freak and I cannot beleive I've let myself turn into this yo-yo dieter. It's like all my cravings are back and won't let me go. I don't know how I was so strict for so long, I wish I had never even attempted to splurge at all on Christmas day.
I'm going to try to let myself just have one day off a week. I can't keep doing this 2-3 days of atkins, then a carb loaded day, then back again forever.
I wish I had more motivation lately. It seems as if my stomach has become more loose lately. It doesn't feel tight like it had for so long. I hate this feeling so much.
Any good workout tips/exercises to flatten the abdominals (not trying to bulk up) would be great.
Any good ideas to overcome my pre-Atkins cravings, would also be great.
BUT
On Christmas eve I decided I'd let myself splurge on Christmas day. I ate a few things I hadn't had in over a year and enjoyed them. Another month or so went by and I was on track, not tempted by anything once again.
Another day in Feb. I went out to dinner with my mother, ate my typical atkins-approved meal and came home. I felt bored that night and instead of ignoring it or entertaining myself, I melted chocolate and dipped differents sorts of things into it as a treat for my family. I never expected to eat almost all of them myself! I don't even know how that happened.
Ever since that night, it's been back and forth. Binging one day, low-carb the next, low-fat sometimes. Even though that had been going on, I was still maintaining my weight somehow and just this last week I think I've over done it. I am up about 2 lbs, I know they will soon be gone. (Most likely by tomorrow ;-O )
I don't want to do this to my body anymore. I am a health freak and I cannot beleive I've let myself turn into this yo-yo dieter. It's like all my cravings are back and won't let me go. I don't know how I was so strict for so long, I wish I had never even attempted to splurge at all on Christmas day.
I'm going to try to let myself just have one day off a week. I can't keep doing this 2-3 days of atkins, then a carb loaded day, then back again forever.
I wish I had more motivation lately. It seems as if my stomach has become more loose lately. It doesn't feel tight like it had for so long. I hate this feeling so much.
Any good workout tips/exercises to flatten the abdominals (not trying to bulk up) would be great.
Any good ideas to overcome my pre-Atkins cravings, would also be great.

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