Ok I quit smoking in September 2009 weighing at 214 lbs. I started atkins on March 3rd 2009 at 231 lbs. The turning point for me was when my sons friend said i was a big as a boat house. I had a heavy mom growing up and it didnt dawn on me I was that heavy mom for my child. so 9 days into Atkins i am down too 226 give or take, man stay away from them atkins bars and shakes that stalled me big time I had one bar for 5 days and stayed the same weight and thought atkins was broken
. Now the weight is comming off again and i eat only whats on the list. down to 224 as of this morning (day 15)
well i hate my picture taken more then anything but here goes. "If i dont face my fears then they wont go away" as my autisic 11yo son would say.

I couldnt bring myself to smile. There's nothing worse then getting a picture taken by your teenage daughter

Picture was taken this last sunday 3-15-2009 when my sister was flying back home hadent seen her in 6 years!!!
yup i cropped the picture so you couldnt see our size giggle
my sister and I (we are biological sisters but raised/adopted into seperate families met eachother 10 years go)
. Now the weight is comming off again and i eat only whats on the list. down to 224 as of this morning (day 15)well i hate my picture taken more then anything but here goes. "If i dont face my fears then they wont go away" as my autisic 11yo son would say.

I couldnt bring myself to smile. There's nothing worse then getting a picture taken by your teenage daughter


Picture was taken this last sunday 3-15-2009 when my sister was flying back home hadent seen her in 6 years!!!
yup i cropped the picture so you couldnt see our size giggle
my sister and I (we are biological sisters but raised/adopted into seperate families met eachother 10 years go)

looking forward to looking in the full length mirror and see that woman smilling back at me.






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