As of this morning I have lost a total of 50 pounds. I almost can't believe it. I started at 240 and now I am at 190. I was in a 22 or 20 when I started and now I am in a 14.
I am so grateful to all of the wonderful people I have met on this board that have helped me along the way, honestly I would not have made it without each and everyone of you cheering me on every step of the way. Thank you.
You know when I started I was almost 99% sure that this would not work for me, I just had to try something, I was so miserable. I hated myself, I was depressed and I took it out on all of those around me that I loved. I put the goal in my siggy and laughed, knowing without a shadow of a doubt that it was impossible for me. Then I started losing, and losing, and losing some more. I have now lost 50 pounds and I am about half way to my goal. I'ld like to be 140, just because I want to see what it's like
but I may be just as happy at 165 or 150.
Today I am certain that I will make it, and not only make it but stay there. I have cheated only once during these last 9 months and I felt so miserable afterwards that I knew I would never do it again. I have learned so much during this process, not only about my eating habits but myself as a person too. It has been an uphill battle for me to lose these pounds, most of you know that I have fought tooth and nail for each and every one. I am now an excercise fanatic, I never thought this would be possible in a million years, I am such an active person now, full of energy and happyness.
When I came here I used to read about people who had lost 50 pounds, I would think; wow, look at them that's great. They would inspire me, motivate me, and encourage me, but I never thought that I would be one of them, well here I am. It has been an uphill battle but I love it, I wouldn't trade this learning experience for anything in the world. I am so grateful.
Alright, I just wanted to share some of my success, got to go workout now.
I am so grateful to all of the wonderful people I have met on this board that have helped me along the way, honestly I would not have made it without each and everyone of you cheering me on every step of the way. Thank you.
You know when I started I was almost 99% sure that this would not work for me, I just had to try something, I was so miserable. I hated myself, I was depressed and I took it out on all of those around me that I loved. I put the goal in my siggy and laughed, knowing without a shadow of a doubt that it was impossible for me. Then I started losing, and losing, and losing some more. I have now lost 50 pounds and I am about half way to my goal. I'ld like to be 140, just because I want to see what it's like
but I may be just as happy at 165 or 150. Today I am certain that I will make it, and not only make it but stay there. I have cheated only once during these last 9 months and I felt so miserable afterwards that I knew I would never do it again. I have learned so much during this process, not only about my eating habits but myself as a person too. It has been an uphill battle for me to lose these pounds, most of you know that I have fought tooth and nail for each and every one. I am now an excercise fanatic, I never thought this would be possible in a million years, I am such an active person now, full of energy and happyness.
When I came here I used to read about people who had lost 50 pounds, I would think; wow, look at them that's great. They would inspire me, motivate me, and encourage me, but I never thought that I would be one of them, well here I am. It has been an uphill battle but I love it, I wouldn't trade this learning experience for anything in the world. I am so grateful.
Alright, I just wanted to share some of my success, got to go workout now.







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