Well according to my stats my last visit was on November 13. And I'll tell you all that I fell off the wagon BIG TIME!
But Christmas taught me a lesson well learned. After going up to my mothers and eating like a normal person.... I felt so guilty. AND Stuffed! Miserable. I guess what really set this off was the bib's that my daughter had given me for Christmas. I COULD NOT EVEN BUTTON THEM!
So when we got home I actually was so full and not hungry that I didn't eat another bite of anything that day.
I announced to hubby.... That's it.. I'm going back to Atkins and this time I'm sticking to it as good as I did the first time...... and this time I'm NOT falling off the wagon.... I'm changing my life habits and I will get this blubber off me and keep it off!
I stepped on the scales Monday morning and I wanted to cry. I had gained during the holidays up to 244 pounds!
Ok, now I know that this is only Wednesday morning...... and before you say anything I always get on the scales SEVERAL times to make sure I'm always standing in the same place.. and that the reading is right..... but..... this morning they said 237! I know that it is probably all fluid..... but ya know.... I don't care!
But fact is..... those bibs that my daughter bought me..... that I could NOT button ...... I can BUTTON TODAY! Tight as all get out, but before the sides would not EVEN reach!!!
I'm back for life people! I have to...... for me!
But Christmas taught me a lesson well learned. After going up to my mothers and eating like a normal person.... I felt so guilty. AND Stuffed! Miserable. I guess what really set this off was the bib's that my daughter had given me for Christmas. I COULD NOT EVEN BUTTON THEM! I announced to hubby.... That's it.. I'm going back to Atkins and this time I'm sticking to it as good as I did the first time...... and this time I'm NOT falling off the wagon.... I'm changing my life habits and I will get this blubber off me and keep it off!
I stepped on the scales Monday morning and I wanted to cry. I had gained during the holidays up to 244 pounds!
Ok, now I know that this is only Wednesday morning...... and before you say anything I always get on the scales SEVERAL times to make sure I'm always standing in the same place.. and that the reading is right..... but..... this morning they said 237! I know that it is probably all fluid..... but ya know.... I don't care! But fact is..... those bibs that my daughter bought me..... that I could NOT button ...... I can BUTTON TODAY! Tight as all get out, but before the sides would not EVEN reach!!!
I'm back for life people! I have to...... for me!

At almost 300 pounds,
Less than 200, October 2005 putting it back on!





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