OK.......I was REALLY bummed this morning......
I went to the baby doctor (I want to get pregnant) this morning.....I stepped on the scales thinkin~~OH YEAH~~.....instead I got 182!!!!
Since then I have been in a funk! Without real thought I went straight to my comfort food......a vanilla coke no ice.....I did get a medium instead of a large though
So, I was just in the kitchen doin my dishes, and I realized I still have on my jeans.....AND I AM COMFORTABLE!! No need to go change into my "fat clothes" so I can bend and reach and move with ease!
I realize it is my TOM and my body has a mind of its own at this time......so I no longer feel bad, ATALL!!
And I am proud of the fact that I didn't have a total meltdown and only drank a coke......I've already drank a Liter of water since then and I feel soooooo good right now!!
Thanks for listening to me beat me up again, and for seeing me pat myself on the back too!
Love ya's!!
I went to the baby doctor (I want to get pregnant) this morning.....I stepped on the scales thinkin~~OH YEAH~~.....instead I got 182!!!!
Since then I have been in a funk! Without real thought I went straight to my comfort food......a vanilla coke no ice.....I did get a medium instead of a large though

So, I was just in the kitchen doin my dishes, and I realized I still have on my jeans.....AND I AM COMFORTABLE!! No need to go change into my "fat clothes" so I can bend and reach and move with ease!
I realize it is my TOM and my body has a mind of its own at this time......so I no longer feel bad, ATALL!!
And I am proud of the fact that I didn't have a total meltdown and only drank a coke......I've already drank a Liter of water since then and I feel soooooo good right now!!
Thanks for listening to me beat me up again, and for seeing me pat myself on the back too!
Love ya's!!





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