I am, yet again, struggling with the same flipping 5 pounds!
I am doing everything I'm supposed to and nothing I'm not supposed to. My ankles are swollen for the first time in over a year. How the heck can I be retaining water when I'm drinking it like a fish and peeing every 15 minutes?!
I am fighting with this little voice in the back of my head telling me that I can't do this, what's the point, give up and eat something carby, etc. So far, I am winning. I am over 3 months cheat-free and I am not giving up that easily! Go away, you evil voice you!
My hubby is telling me that I need to eat other foods. He wants me to get ...(sighing rather loudly here and rolling my eyes)... Low Carb bread, sugarless jello, low carb candy bars and cakes so I can enjoy at least some of my food. I am adamantly telling him no and if he buys that crap, I won't eat it and I'll just throw it all away. That's exactly what screwed me up the last time around and I am not willing to balloon back up to Lord knows what weight and restart again, going through indiction flu. It's not worth it. I am better than that!
I deserve to see my scale move in a downward direction and see some inches come off. I am overdue. Can someone send the whooshie fairy my way...please? lol
I think I'm going to move up a rung on the OWL ladder and see what happens. If I don't like it, I can always go back down again.
Thanks for reading my rant. Please ignore and go read the next post now.
I am doing everything I'm supposed to and nothing I'm not supposed to. My ankles are swollen for the first time in over a year. How the heck can I be retaining water when I'm drinking it like a fish and peeing every 15 minutes?!I am fighting with this little voice in the back of my head telling me that I can't do this, what's the point, give up and eat something carby, etc. So far, I am winning. I am over 3 months cheat-free and I am not giving up that easily! Go away, you evil voice you!
My hubby is telling me that I need to eat other foods. He wants me to get ...(sighing rather loudly here and rolling my eyes)... Low Carb bread, sugarless jello, low carb candy bars and cakes so I can enjoy at least some of my food. I am adamantly telling him no and if he buys that crap, I won't eat it and I'll just throw it all away. That's exactly what screwed me up the last time around and I am not willing to balloon back up to Lord knows what weight and restart again, going through indiction flu. It's not worth it. I am better than that!
I deserve to see my scale move in a downward direction and see some inches come off. I am overdue. Can someone send the whooshie fairy my way...please? lol
I think I'm going to move up a rung on the OWL ladder and see what happens. If I don't like it, I can always go back down again.
Thanks for reading my rant. Please ignore and go read the next post now.




I hope you feel better! You'll lose the weight for sure. Good for you for staying strong!


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