Okay okay...I fell off the wagon (semi fell).....I forgot my breakfast and lunch at home.....I have NO money to spend on frivilous things like food from a reastaruant cuz I'm going thru some legal issues with the ex that involve my child...all my money is wrapped up in attorney fees *sigh*.....I had to call the guy I'm dating and say hey buddy...take me out to lunch. Ughhh it's like payday and Friday and EVERY stinking place was packed. We ended up at the Chinese buffet (there arent many choices around here...). *sigh* I tried to tell him there was nothing there we could eat (he's doing Atkins with me)...but since it was the third place we had tried to get in to and time was a ticking....we stayed and ate.
I did try to keep it reasonable although I'm sure it didnt help. I ate the shrimp that was cooked with cabbage and zucchini in a butter sauce, I ate some chicken and broccoli, some chicken and mushrooms, and some pork with cabbage and other greens. (like one little scoop of each thing...so I had one normal sized serving total)
The only thing is........when we got done eating....I could TASTE all the sugars and stuff that were in the sauce on the chicken and broccoli and chicken and mushrooms.
Should I really be kicking myself this hard? I mean...yes, I should because it wasnt what I was supposed to do....ugh the guilt............
So what now? Get over it? Eat a salad for dinner and just continue the right way I have been doing from here on out? Just count it as a ummmm I dont know......
I did try to keep it reasonable although I'm sure it didnt help. I ate the shrimp that was cooked with cabbage and zucchini in a butter sauce, I ate some chicken and broccoli, some chicken and mushrooms, and some pork with cabbage and other greens. (like one little scoop of each thing...so I had one normal sized serving total)
The only thing is........when we got done eating....I could TASTE all the sugars and stuff that were in the sauce on the chicken and broccoli and chicken and mushrooms.
Should I really be kicking myself this hard? I mean...yes, I should because it wasnt what I was supposed to do....ugh the guilt............
So what now? Get over it? Eat a salad for dinner and just continue the right way I have been doing from here on out? Just count it as a ummmm I dont know......



*Melinda*
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