Today marks a moment of being 4 pounds away from Onederland, my goal to be at on my DD's birthday, July 26th.
It's a scary thought that once I get there, sometime in the furture (if not on the 26th), there will be thoughts of "missing" being in the "comforts" of being in the 200's and fear of going back all at the same time. I know that sounds kind of weird if not confusing.
Anyone else have thoughts like that, or is it me in my wild little bubble and I need to suck it up and get over it?
It's a scary thought that once I get there, sometime in the furture (if not on the 26th), there will be thoughts of "missing" being in the "comforts" of being in the 200's and fear of going back all at the same time. I know that sounds kind of weird if not confusing.
Anyone else have thoughts like that, or is it me in my wild little bubble and I need to suck it up and get over it?






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