first of all...THANKS to all of you who are supporting me MAJORLY in my challenge to "look hot in my wedding dress." my date is LOOMING. now less than 4 weeks to go. last monday when i posted i was at 156, 1 pound from goal. i am sticking so faithfully to this plan. i am DETERMINED. i am really working the exercise.....i was SURE i'd hit goal by the weekend. well....today i am UP to 158. no TOM, no bad food choices or too much food, i have been the atkins role model kid. i am supposed to be going in the OTHER direction.
my dress arrives tomorrow. if it does not fit then i am in deep trouble. i can always have it taken in, but not OUT! i am really feeling the panic if NOT having control over what is happening to my body. YES this is my plan for a lifestyle change but all you gals who have been in my shoes KNOW....it is SERIOUS crunch time. i just don't know what else to do. started my first day of vacation today with a crying jag. i NEVER do that. sheesh. it's not like i can even tighten the belt and pull myself up by the bootstraps and restart anything....i am already doing all i can do...THAT is FRUSTRATING. all i can think is "what if?".....i KEEP heading back up the scale?
thanks for letting me vent and thanks again for all your support,,,i will make that slide into home base! just sure hope sooner rather than later.
my dress arrives tomorrow. if it does not fit then i am in deep trouble. i can always have it taken in, but not OUT! i am really feeling the panic if NOT having control over what is happening to my body. YES this is my plan for a lifestyle change but all you gals who have been in my shoes KNOW....it is SERIOUS crunch time. i just don't know what else to do. started my first day of vacation today with a crying jag. i NEVER do that. sheesh. it's not like i can even tighten the belt and pull myself up by the bootstraps and restart anything....i am already doing all i can do...THAT is FRUSTRATING. all i can think is "what if?".....i KEEP heading back up the scale?
thanks for letting me vent and thanks again for all your support,,,i will make that slide into home base! just sure hope sooner rather than later.














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