I'm not sure why, but I'm so nervous doing the diet this time around. I have been completely faithful since June 1st --- that is 6 days now! I almost can't believe it! It has been so long since I have made it more than a day sticking to this WOL. I have dropped down from 175 to 171, and I can't wait for the scale to say 169. I haven't been in the 160's in many many many months. And I haven't been in the 150's since my Grandmother died a year ago. I wanted to try and be back to my weight the day she died on the anniversary, but I'm pretty sure that isn't going to happen 
Anyway, I'm scared in general - about every bite I put in my mouth. I have bounced around between so many diets, that sometimes I forget what is right and wrong. Tonight my chicken wasn't thawed in time, so I went through the drive thru at Jack in the Box and got two cheeseburgers, peeled off the buns and ate that for dinner. I also mixed up a smidge of coleslaw (mayo and cabbage shreds only).
Even though I know this is technically "legal," I'm freaking out because I ate after 8pm...
I wish I could just relax and let this diet happen

Anyway, I'm scared in general - about every bite I put in my mouth. I have bounced around between so many diets, that sometimes I forget what is right and wrong. Tonight my chicken wasn't thawed in time, so I went through the drive thru at Jack in the Box and got two cheeseburgers, peeled off the buns and ate that for dinner. I also mixed up a smidge of coleslaw (mayo and cabbage shreds only).
Even though I know this is technically "legal," I'm freaking out because I ate after 8pm...
I wish I could just relax and let this diet happen






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