It's been 7 days since I vowed to clean up my act so I am “checking in” and looking for feedback. No coffee – check. No diet pop – check. Tons of water – check. No Atkin’s bars – check. No peanut butter – check. Exercise as usual – check. (actually I added in an extra day of weights last week)
No progress – check…..
I made it through two birthday parties with no pizza, cake or chips etc - but I did eat a little watermelon on Saturday (BIG mistake). On Father’s Day I made my husband low carb mini cheesecakes (cupcake size) and had one - just one. Yesterday I know I went over board with fruit, I was cutting up cantaloupe for my kids (and me as I read I could have it in the berry rung). But it was sooooo good, I probably had two cups worth while picking at it – bad, I know; plus some strawberries – maybe a half cup worth. I was in ketosis - I checked for the first time in a long time yesterday and it was nice and purple even with all the water I am drinking. I weigh in this am and I am up. I had weighed in a few days ago and had lost 1.5# that I put on over my binge weekend but now I am back up again. Is it the fruit? Do you mean to tell me I can’t have fruit? Was that enough to throw me off that much? I don’t think I can handle this! I am willing to give up processed foods and chips, ice cream and cake and all that other crap. I have given it up! Then I gave up all the other stuff I thought I could have but apparently cannot. I spend several afternoons a week cooking for myself, filling my fridge with home made low carb food so that I am not tempted and I am spending WAY more money at the grocery store. But no fruit? It’s not fair!
OK, time to re-group. One more week - cut out the fruit too? What ELSE should I CUT out? If I cut it out now does that mean I have to cut it out forever? Pretty soon I will be left with meat and celery!!!
No progress – check…..
I made it through two birthday parties with no pizza, cake or chips etc - but I did eat a little watermelon on Saturday (BIG mistake). On Father’s Day I made my husband low carb mini cheesecakes (cupcake size) and had one - just one. Yesterday I know I went over board with fruit, I was cutting up cantaloupe for my kids (and me as I read I could have it in the berry rung). But it was sooooo good, I probably had two cups worth while picking at it – bad, I know; plus some strawberries – maybe a half cup worth. I was in ketosis - I checked for the first time in a long time yesterday and it was nice and purple even with all the water I am drinking. I weigh in this am and I am up. I had weighed in a few days ago and had lost 1.5# that I put on over my binge weekend but now I am back up again. Is it the fruit? Do you mean to tell me I can’t have fruit? Was that enough to throw me off that much? I don’t think I can handle this! I am willing to give up processed foods and chips, ice cream and cake and all that other crap. I have given it up! Then I gave up all the other stuff I thought I could have but apparently cannot. I spend several afternoons a week cooking for myself, filling my fridge with home made low carb food so that I am not tempted and I am spending WAY more money at the grocery store. But no fruit? It’s not fair!
OK, time to re-group. One more week - cut out the fruit too? What ELSE should I CUT out? If I cut it out now does that mean I have to cut it out forever? Pretty soon I will be left with meat and celery!!!







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