I have been very frustrated since about week three. I have been following this woe since 4-9-07 and I have lost and maintained exactly 3 (three) pounds. I can't tell you how many mornings were ruined by that horrible scale (which reads pretty much what my doctor's scale does btw) But last month I finally went to my gym and had my measurements done as well as my body fat. (I had tried to do my own measurements when I first started but I know they weren't that accurate and I never really followed up on them). Well, I went back today after 4 weeks and my body fat is down to 17.7% - using the pinch caliper (from 20.6% last month) and I lost INCHES on every measurement. I have gone from a snug size 6 to a size 4 (just bought a few new things - different brands from different stores) So why can't I see progress in terms of inches? I think I must be body dysmorphic as I can't "see it" on myself unless the scale says it is so! A bigger obstacle for me is HOW do I figure out when to move up the rungs? I had been watching the scale (not moving) and taking more and more things OUT of my diet - till I was down to a KISS diet over the last two weeks - meat veggies and water - that was about it... To be honest I bailed on this woe on july 3rd and have been off for three days now. I was pissed off and frustrated (I know I should have waited to decide till AFTER my gym appt - hind site is 20/20) Now I see I wasn't stalled at all but I still don't know HOW to add things after induction (which obviously I have to start over again) I feel the cravings taking over again - after such a short period of time - and I don't like NOT BEING IN CONTROL!!! So now after I spent $100 on fruit and yogurt and Kashi and luna bars I want back in! But if my losses are to be in inches (which over time I will come to accept) how do I know how to move through the rungs ? Help - I'm a mess!
(ps - my weight is back up - DUH!!!)
(ps - my weight is back up - DUH!!!)

lbs to goal.
I think I was in a size 4 when I was like in 7th grade! LOL
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