They switched my schedule this week. I'm working days instead of nights. I can't sleep at night. So I'm getting 5-6 hrs sleep instead of 8 hrs/day. That's making it hard to eat on schedule.
Then, today they brought our group some candy for the last part of the day to get us through the afternoon lectures. They held us overtime, without pay. I think they felt the candy made up for that. I of course had to refuse the sugar-laden candy. Some of my friends know I cut out my sodas and that I never raid the candy machines at work-- but they dont know I'm atkins because I just eat healthy and don't advertise "I'm dieting everyone. Try my new diet!" I passed up Toblerone and Twizzlers. WOW! Went to the bathroom, politely passed them on...
My biggest challenge is during tomorrow's conference. Breakfast (assorted juices, bagels and cream cheese, coffee, muffins and donuts) and Lunch (likely sandwich, lettuce salad, chips, cookies and soda) will be provided. That leaves me bringing my own food to snack on throughout the day so I don't slip up at lunch. I'm most upset because I didn't want to be that girl... the girl who can't eat with everyone else. "The dieter" of the group when I'm not morbidly obese and they can't understand my WOE and how much better I feel- less anxious, less moody, more naturally energetic without the need for sugar highs.
I'm hoping to eat a big breakfast before I leave. Then I'll drink black coffee for the morning while I salivate at the sight of bagels and cream cheese. God I love bagels. Then at lunch I'll scrape the meat and cheese off the most appropriate sandwich and pray there's a salad to put it over the top of... making a little chef salad for myself. I love their wraps. Fortunately I don't like the chips at work and I'll get by without their stale cookies. I'll do my best to fill up on water so I don't feel too deprived. I just don't want to avoid the entire lunch myself.
But it will be a big challenge and I'll likely get questions about why I'm not eating bread, chips, cookies...
Why does work have to challenge all my good eating this week? At least the whoosh fairy arrived and I lost nearly 3 lbs this week already. I got a manicure this weekend with my best friend and ordered some new clothes for our weekend getaway this weekend because I hit another mini goal! All of these rewards and losses are going to be my strength to help keep me on track towards my next mini goal.
PinkB
Then, today they brought our group some candy for the last part of the day to get us through the afternoon lectures. They held us overtime, without pay. I think they felt the candy made up for that. I of course had to refuse the sugar-laden candy. Some of my friends know I cut out my sodas and that I never raid the candy machines at work-- but they dont know I'm atkins because I just eat healthy and don't advertise "I'm dieting everyone. Try my new diet!" I passed up Toblerone and Twizzlers. WOW! Went to the bathroom, politely passed them on...
My biggest challenge is during tomorrow's conference. Breakfast (assorted juices, bagels and cream cheese, coffee, muffins and donuts) and Lunch (likely sandwich, lettuce salad, chips, cookies and soda) will be provided. That leaves me bringing my own food to snack on throughout the day so I don't slip up at lunch. I'm most upset because I didn't want to be that girl... the girl who can't eat with everyone else. "The dieter" of the group when I'm not morbidly obese and they can't understand my WOE and how much better I feel- less anxious, less moody, more naturally energetic without the need for sugar highs.
I'm hoping to eat a big breakfast before I leave. Then I'll drink black coffee for the morning while I salivate at the sight of bagels and cream cheese. God I love bagels. Then at lunch I'll scrape the meat and cheese off the most appropriate sandwich and pray there's a salad to put it over the top of... making a little chef salad for myself. I love their wraps. Fortunately I don't like the chips at work and I'll get by without their stale cookies. I'll do my best to fill up on water so I don't feel too deprived. I just don't want to avoid the entire lunch myself.
But it will be a big challenge and I'll likely get questions about why I'm not eating bread, chips, cookies...
Why does work have to challenge all my good eating this week? At least the whoosh fairy arrived and I lost nearly 3 lbs this week already. I got a manicure this weekend with my best friend and ordered some new clothes for our weekend getaway this weekend because I hit another mini goal! All of these rewards and losses are going to be my strength to help keep me on track towards my next mini goal.
PinkB


Still, it's amazing how many carbs we're subjected to daily...how carb-laden my lunches used to be with empty processed calories and how much healthier I eat now. My focus is hopefully going to be on healthy eating- complex carbs- and avoiding cheap sugars and junk food.
Tomato stealer! lol
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