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    Hey guys.

    So, Something terrible has happened. My mother, father and grandma were killed on Christmas day by a drunk driver. So ...I obviously have been off atkins eating my heart out. But then I stopped...and made a pact with my mother (in my head) to do it full-out and not cheat. It's been 10 days, I feel great and am happy I am not going to make junk food fix this problem.

    I feel in a daze...it's still unbelievable to me. I'm going to therapy, reading books...I'm only 24...it's just horrible but I'm going to be OK. That's all I know...because I talk to them all the time, I feel them with me and that's what will get me through this.

    I feel like they are all still on vacation. It happened in Florida...it's just devestating and I haven't gone back to work yet. I will go back after MLK day...

    Anyway...that's that.
    Talk soon..
    Michelle
    MTV girl...

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    Oh Michelle.. that is TERRIBLE.. I am so sorry and its understandable that you have not focused on yourself... But you are right..your mom would want you to take care of yourself
    Sandy
    40th birthday June 27,2009


    Starting Weight 293 Highest Weight
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      Michelle, I'm so sorry to hear your tragic news. My thoughts are with you tonight.
      ~Joy

      Start 1/2/06 Goal 6/11/07 restart 1/2/09
      268.5/196/185
      QUIT SMOKING JULY 23, 2006 while on Atkins


      Just when you think you've eaten enough vegetables...EAT SOME MORE!
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        I am so sorry to hear about your family. Just remember their strength is with you and their hearts in yours to help you through this.
        Take care of you!! Journey
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        • #5
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          I am so terribly sorry to hear about your loss!!! Everybody here is more then willing to lend any type of support that you need.
          - Randi
          Everything happens for a Reason!


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            Oh Michelle, I am so very sorry. How sad and tragic. I'm sure you'll have good and bad days for a long time to come. We're here. Hugs.

            female/48yrs/5'5.5"
            start date 03/20/07
            hw255/sw250/cw189/gw148

            restart 01/04/10
            hw255/sw238.5/cw222.5/gw148

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            • #7
              Re: My Update - I was told I need to write...

              I'm so sorry to hear of your loss, Michelle.

              You are amazingly strong and should be commended for getting back on the WOL and continuing on this journey.

              My thoughts and prayers are with you.





              5'0/35/Mom of three boys
              SW 133
              CW 104 - GOAL!
              GW 105-110

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                Michelle,
                what a profoundly devastating loss. I am so very sorry and our thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. May God comfort you in the days to come.
                ncarolina
                F 5'8"
                reStart date 6-6-08
                HW 225 / CW 218 / GW 168
                Beginning size 18W

                Thursday WEIGH INS for 2008:
                June 6 226 (Beginning weight)
                June 12 220.3 (1st week loss 5.7 pounds)
                June 19 218. (-1.7)
                July 25 214.5
                August 11 210.4

                January 9, 2009 207

                "Yard-by-yard, life is hard, but inch-by-inch, life's a cinch"

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                • #9
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                  I truly understand your pain. I just recently lost my grandmother who raised me from a baby and made me the person that I am. She passed two weeks before X-Mas and after drowning my grief with alcohol and food, I realized that she was in a better place and still present with me every day. My heart goes with you and you are in my prayers.

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                  • #10
                    Re: My Update - I was told I need to write...

                    You are an amazing person Michelle. It is truly inspiring that you can look past your grief and concentrate on adopting this healthier WOE. Every now and then I have doubts as to whether I can stick with this lifestyle - but now if this happens I will remind myself that if you can do it after all you have been through, then I can definitely do it. Hugs.





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                      Michelle I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you for sure.
                      F/ 38yr



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                      • #12
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                        Michelle, I am so sad for your indescribable losses. May God comfort you as only He can.


                        Betty
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                        • #13
                          Re: My Update - I was told I need to write...

                          Michelle, sorry to hear about your horrible loss. Know that there are friends here to help you when you need








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                            I would like to say my sympathies are with you Michelle,

                            Therapy will be good for you, as will time. It would be good to get back to work for you to have the support of colleagues, I would imagine.
                            Teresax



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                            • #15
                              Re: My Update - I was told I need to write...

                              ((((Hugs)))) I am soo sorry for your loss. However, I am a true believer that our loved ones never leave us - they may not be here in a physical sense but they are always with us in our hearts and minds. I talked to my grandmother almost daily (she too raised me)... Funny enough I believe she sends me "signs" when I am messing up. Try to focus and the love and support they have always shown you and you will succeed.

                              Take care,
                              Mellany
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