Hello All,
I've not done atkins for over 3 months as i wanted a break form the dieting & failing cycle i was in. i let myself eat whatever i wanted over the christmas holiday and said i would try in the new year when i got back from holiday big mistake because i was in a big binge mode and couldn't even get through one day. last year i was so low i really didn't think i could feel and worse about myself and my life but today i did i really feel this is the lowest i could get but i've told myself that if i'm this low things can only get better.
so the plan is to try again and again until i get there. i've got 3 day's off work and i plan to relax with a good book and focus on getting through the weekend. I feel different today more positive i need to start loving who i am now if i'm ever going to love the person i become. no pressure, ''no i will be a size 0 by summer'' because i know i wont. tomorrow i will have one last carb meal, go carb frendly shopping and start my new life.
i will do it this time because i have to.
mandy
I've not done atkins for over 3 months as i wanted a break form the dieting & failing cycle i was in. i let myself eat whatever i wanted over the christmas holiday and said i would try in the new year when i got back from holiday big mistake because i was in a big binge mode and couldn't even get through one day. last year i was so low i really didn't think i could feel and worse about myself and my life but today i did i really feel this is the lowest i could get but i've told myself that if i'm this low things can only get better.
so the plan is to try again and again until i get there. i've got 3 day's off work and i plan to relax with a good book and focus on getting through the weekend. I feel different today more positive i need to start loving who i am now if i'm ever going to love the person i become. no pressure, ''no i will be a size 0 by summer'' because i know i wont. tomorrow i will have one last carb meal, go carb frendly shopping and start my new life.
i will do it this time because i have to.
mandy









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