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I came on months ago to tell my sad story about my mother, father, grandmother dying on CHRISTMAS day from a drunk driver down in Florida. Anyway...When my parents were alive they were firm believers of atkins and lost tons of weight together and then I joined them after gaining some college pounds and it has been out way of life for years now...(every so often enjoying ourselves at functions cheating a bit but never gaining bc always going straight back to our way of life). Anyway, my mother lost 60 pounds on Atkins and it was great doing Atkins with her because we were each other's biggest fans and we supported each other and she made SUCH good meals and it was fabulous.
Well, I promised I would stay on Atkins after they all died so that I didn't become one of those depressed heavy set people who inched their way up to 250 pounds. I've seen it happen and I can totally understand why because after about 3-4 months on atkins, my stages of mourning changed and now all I want to do is sit on the couch and eat. No working out, no dancing (my old passion) ...no eating healthy. Just JUNK. Why?! I'll take naps, I'll do nothing! I try to motivate myself to get out of it by looking at old sexy pictures of myself orrr looking at my favorite sexy curvy celebrities or dancers who get me pysched for going on atkins and feeling good! I'm tired of feeling so TIRED from all the junk and doing nothing but sitting on the couch!
I'm only 10 pounds higher but a few more weeks of this and I'll be at 60lbs over!! See, I don't mind doing great on atkins to keep my body in shape and then going on vacation and enjoying myself bc I am young. I am an active person. I've never gone more than 1 pants size up and I always catch myself bc I find motivation and right now I'm having trouble finding it. I have disney coming up in two months, I just got back from Vegas and had a blast, I'm going back to school to be an elementary school teacher and good things are happening but I still have the death of my parents and grandma over my head every second of the day and my new attitude is anger and lazyness and I hate it.
I was thinking maybe I get it out of my system this week and try to prepare for atkins next Monday - HARD CORE INDUCTION...stock up my kitchen, get rid of bad food (unless my boyfriend eats it since he lives with me) ummmm you know really get myself in the mind set, once I'm there I don't fall off and I see results in my skin and my energy levels and overall happiness so any words of encouragment...? Maybe I need an atkins buddy on here.???
Thanks guys...
I came on months ago to tell my sad story about my mother, father, grandmother dying on CHRISTMAS day from a drunk driver down in Florida. Anyway...When my parents were alive they were firm believers of atkins and lost tons of weight together and then I joined them after gaining some college pounds and it has been out way of life for years now...(every so often enjoying ourselves at functions cheating a bit but never gaining bc always going straight back to our way of life). Anyway, my mother lost 60 pounds on Atkins and it was great doing Atkins with her because we were each other's biggest fans and we supported each other and she made SUCH good meals and it was fabulous.
Well, I promised I would stay on Atkins after they all died so that I didn't become one of those depressed heavy set people who inched their way up to 250 pounds. I've seen it happen and I can totally understand why because after about 3-4 months on atkins, my stages of mourning changed and now all I want to do is sit on the couch and eat. No working out, no dancing (my old passion) ...no eating healthy. Just JUNK. Why?! I'll take naps, I'll do nothing! I try to motivate myself to get out of it by looking at old sexy pictures of myself orrr looking at my favorite sexy curvy celebrities or dancers who get me pysched for going on atkins and feeling good! I'm tired of feeling so TIRED from all the junk and doing nothing but sitting on the couch!
I'm only 10 pounds higher but a few more weeks of this and I'll be at 60lbs over!! See, I don't mind doing great on atkins to keep my body in shape and then going on vacation and enjoying myself bc I am young. I am an active person. I've never gone more than 1 pants size up and I always catch myself bc I find motivation and right now I'm having trouble finding it. I have disney coming up in two months, I just got back from Vegas and had a blast, I'm going back to school to be an elementary school teacher and good things are happening but I still have the death of my parents and grandma over my head every second of the day and my new attitude is anger and lazyness and I hate it.
I was thinking maybe I get it out of my system this week and try to prepare for atkins next Monday - HARD CORE INDUCTION...stock up my kitchen, get rid of bad food (unless my boyfriend eats it since he lives with me) ummmm you know really get myself in the mind set, once I'm there I don't fall off and I see results in my skin and my energy levels and overall happiness so any words of encouragment...? Maybe I need an atkins buddy on here.???
Thanks guys...
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