Oh my Lord ya'll... this morning I almost made a terrible mistake. I took my daughter to school and stopped at Sonic for her because she hadn't had time to eat. I got to the drive through and before I could even think about it.. I ordered our usual... Two Bacon Egg and Cheese Toaster Combos with Tomatoes, Tator Tots, and 2 Cherry Cokes. It's like the words just slid out of my mouth without my permission. I was two cars behind the window to pay and REALITY slapped me in my face and told me to drive the heck out of there as fast as I could. I hate that I drove off without the order but I've worked so dang freakin hard to get to this point and I knew cheating that bad wasn't worth it. My daughter was like "Uhhh I'm hungry here". I told her we'd stop somewhere else. GUESS WHAT.. we ended up at another Sonic down the street but this time I had control. I ordered her what she wanted and ordered myself... 2 sides of bacon and a Route 44 water! I WAS SOOOOOOO PROUD OF MYSELF! Man ya'll.. that was really hard to do... but I did it... and now I'm at the office, working and not feeling guilty that I let food control me.
The weight isn't coming off this week like I expected.. but at least I know it's not because of something wrong I'm doing and because of that, I'm less stressed about the scales.
Love ya'll for all of your support and giving me a place to share my journey...hard days and all!
The weight isn't coming off this week like I expected.. but at least I know it's not because of something wrong I'm doing and because of that, I'm less stressed about the scales.
Love ya'll for all of your support and giving me a place to share my journey...hard days and all!










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