







good morning and happy valentines day to my atkins family.
i come to shamefully admit that i, AGAIN fell off the wagon last night.
ugh.
im here for a shoulder to cry on.

i did good all day (breakfast, lunch, dinner) then later in the evening around 730pm....all **** broke loose! i went on a hunger fit. and i was starving for carbs and sugar. i even went to the fridge and ate some cucumbers and lettuce, then some premade tuna...didnt do the trick. it wasnt until i scarfed down some banana nut muffinettes and some ice cream and a burger that i was satisfied......
dog-on-it!!!!
i just knew that i would weigh an additional 5-7 lbs this morning. i felt like and overstuffed amazon.
to my surprise i was only 1.5 lbs heavier. maybe a good poop would get rid of that?? sorry to be so graphic. im just flustered right now.
my disadvantage is that i am on prednisone so that in itself is like fighting an uphill battle with that. prednisone in itself makes one gain weight, raises insulin levels, and increases appetite by nature. so with taking that...no matter how hard i try to eat right and focus...its like a demon riding my back!
**sobbing**
i have an appt with dr on the 24th. i am praying to be able to begin the weaning process off of prednisone (the evil pill). i will keep you guys posted.
so....once again, today, i am back on the wagon, saddled up, determined again....














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