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    and I kicked ***!

    So we (my fiance and I) went out for dinner with his parents (it's their anniversary) and his brother and brother's wife.

    We went out to Bucca Di Beppo. For those who don't know - Bucca Di Beppo is ALL italian. I looked online first and decided on the "Chicken Saltimbocca" as THIS is what it says:

    CHICKEN SALTIMBOCCA Sautéed chicken breasts layered with fresh sage and prosciutto, topped with artichoke hearts, our lemon butter sauce and capers.

    Sounds PERFECT for atkins - right?...well - first off, I have to say - I didn't TOUCH the bread and oil they brought out (i LOVE bread with dipping oil...)

    I had a good amount of the salad and then my dinner came out. First off there was only ONE chicken breast - even though it says breasts AND there was linguini on the plate! the menu didn't mention ANYTHING about any type of pasta with that dish!
    And I didn't feel like sending it back, so instead I immediately asked for a box and placed the pasta in the box and gave it to his parents to take home.

    So I had ONE piece of chicken - which WAS yummy - but only ONE piece.

    However...his brother and sister-in-law got the stuffed Chicken Pesto dish and they got the large size to share - so there was three huge pieces of chicken...his brother's wife only had one of them and so he offered me half of the last one and while it WAS breaded, i tore all the breading off and had it with the pesto (which was AWESOME) and btw, it was only stuffed with some prosciutto. but it was VERY yummy...

    so anyways NEXT up... - his bro's wife's birthday is next saturday and it said you could get a free cake if your birthday is within 7 days AND also get cake if your anniversary is today...so, of course - she asked for the cake AND his parents got cake too.

    they brought out two plates with FOUR huge pieces of Red Velvet cake - my absolute FAVORITE EVER flavor of cake.

    And, of course, they brought enough plates for everyone to share - and she gave me a plate and kept saying, "oh c'mon ONE bite won't hurt"...but NOPE. I did NOT give in. And I told her that. PLUS - my fiance kept having to tell his parents the reason i WASN'T eating the bread or the pasta or the cake is that i'm NOT diabetic yet - but I'm doing all I can to NOT be diabetic (i love him so muchh!!! )

    he did tell me, too - after they all left and we were on our way home - his father (who, sorry to say, can be an idiot sometimes) after dan kept telling him that the reason I wasn't eating any of that stuff is that I don't want to end UP diabetic - his father said - i kid you not - "the food you eat doesn't make you diabetic"...wow. just wow.

    but yeah. I was faced with bread & dipping oil, pasta AND Red Velvet cake - which apparently had REAL whip cream as the icing...

    AND family members saying "oh c'mon...ONE bite won't hurt" - and Ya know what I did?...
    I didn't touch ANY of it!!!!!!

    it wasn't worth it and I knew that. PLUS i realized that what I DID have was VERY satisfying and - unlike probably 98% of people that ate there tonight - I wasn't leaving STUFFED and MISERABLE. I had a FABULOUS valentine's day!
    Find my blog at: http://keriannmb.blogspot.com/

    Diagnosed Insulin Resistant in October 2007.
    Committed to Atkins January 2009.

    ~I lost 1 pound 30 times!~

    "Don't let the fear of the time it will take to accomplish something stand in the way of your doing it. The time will pass anyways; we might just as well put that passing time to the best possible use."

    Started Date: 03/January/2009 - 196 lbs
    Current Month: February 2010 - 163lbs
    WEDDING DATE: 26/JUNE/2010 - I WILL BE A BUFF BRIDE!




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    Re: omg - if tonight wasn't the hardest night so far

    Good job. My husband wanted to go to Buca Di Beppo but I talked him into just going to a movie and then to get chicken wings. I love Buca and as you know, there's no such thing as a "little" bite there.
    With men, things may seen impossible, but with God ALL things are possible.

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      Congratulations, Keriann -- awesome story! Good for you...!!
      F/37/5'7" ~ Started: 8/1/06.
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      • #4
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        Keriann, that is awesome!!!! You were superwoman!
        ...

        Female, age 60, 5'5", small frame

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          Oh i know how you feel. My husband quite seriously lives on mountain dew and ramen noodles(6 '2 160lb WHY GOD!). BUT, he's being amazing. Hiding his danishes out of sight (when he gets em). and for valentines day instead of chocolate, he got me a TON of caffiene free tea (as i couldnt find any that tasted good prior). and raspberries and cream. (and a teddy bear ofcourse). I think having that kind of support in your house can make a huge difference.





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            Re: omg - if tonight wasn't the hardest night so far

            Way to be a champ! Glad there are some people who fought the good fight and won!
            Trying to become half the man I am right now.

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            • #7
              Re: omg - if tonight wasn't the hardest night so far

              Great job sticking to you guns! I laughed out loud at the "food does not make you diabetic" part. Gosh, there's a lot to teach society...good job doing your part teaching them!
              ~Lisa~
              F, 37, 5' 7", Medium Frame
              I've been to the edge of 240something and I ain't going back!
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              GW: 165
              1st Goal: 180
              2nd Goal: 175
              3rd Goal: 170
              Final Goal: 165
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              • #8
                Re: omg - if tonight wasn't the hardest night so far

                Great job Keriann! Way to go!
                (((lisa)))
                To err is human, and O am I human!!

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                • #9
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                  Great job wrestling with temptation! I thought I had it rough hauling pizza back from town for the kids but that was nothing compared to what you went through!

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                    Re: omg - if tonight wasn't the hardest night so far

                    thank you all so very much!!! this board is one of the reasons I actually made it through last night!

                    I kept thinking to myself, "if not for me, for them. they are my support system..." and while my fiance is VERY supportive he DID say one time - "I won't tell anyone"...yeah - but I will lol.

                    the way i keep looking at this whole thing is this: I have two choices. as yoda says: "Do or do not. There is no try" and that couldn't be more true. I could either DO the program as it's written and be proud of myself and NOT cheat - or I could cheat - but who am I cheating? I'm cheating myself. If I REALLY want to be a thin bride in a year, I HAVE to fight ALL temptations - including nights like this. It is MY choice what goes into my body and I don't NEED to eat something just because other people want me to.

                    I just keep thinking, too, that since the last time I lost weight (and ended up gaining it back...) the REASON i gained it back and COULDN'T lose it again - no matter how many times i'd try - is that giving into that "one bite won't hurt" mentality. It WILL hurt and I'm the roller coaster dieter that proves it. I already made that choice before TO give in and where has it gotten me? It's given me back 40 pounds of 60 that I'd previously lost. The definition of insanity is "Doing the same exact thing time after time and always expecting a different result". how will i ever reach my goal if i keep doing the same things that GOT me to where I am now? ya know?

                    I look at people who feel they have no choice and then remember if there is ONE thing a human being has - it's free will - which, yes - I COULD have given in to temptation as that is just as much a part of free will as NOT giving in - but it was MY choice to NOT give in and to stick to my (i love that icon! lol)

                    thank you all so very much! I can't WAIT til i weigh in on March 1st!!!!
                    Last edited by keriann_forgoodthistime; February 15, 2009, 10:16 AM.
                    Find my blog at: http://keriannmb.blogspot.com/

                    Diagnosed Insulin Resistant in October 2007.
                    Committed to Atkins January 2009.

                    ~I lost 1 pound 30 times!~

                    "Don't let the fear of the time it will take to accomplish something stand in the way of your doing it. The time will pass anyways; we might just as well put that passing time to the best possible use."

                    Started Date: 03/January/2009 - 196 lbs
                    Current Month: February 2010 - 163lbs
                    WEDDING DATE: 26/JUNE/2010 - I WILL BE A BUFF BRIDE!



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                    • #11
                      Re: omg - if tonight wasn't the hardest night so far

                      wow girl you get the gold medal for resistance. sounds like someone needs an education on sugar/carbs/diabetes! good for you.bet you feel like a million bucks today!





                      started atkins 2/18/07
                      5'7"........193/150/150

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                      • #12
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                        Originally posted by ikilledrafe View Post
                        Oh i know how you feel. My husband quite seriously lives on mountain dew and ramen noodles(6 '2 160lb WHY GOD!). BUT, he's being amazing. Hiding his danishes out of sight (when he gets em). and for valentines day instead of chocolate, he got me a TON of caffiene free tea (as i couldnt find any that tasted good prior). and raspberries and cream. (and a teddy bear ofcourse). I think having that kind of support in your house can make a huge difference.
                        that's awesome. dan (my fiance) got me a beautiful potted orchid for valentine's day instead of roses (which last a week and then we have to toss)...he joked around about getting me chocolates this year, but he knew better. it truly is so much easier having support from the one you love.
                        Find my blog at: http://keriannmb.blogspot.com/

                        Diagnosed Insulin Resistant in October 2007.
                        Committed to Atkins January 2009.

                        ~I lost 1 pound 30 times!~

                        "Don't let the fear of the time it will take to accomplish something stand in the way of your doing it. The time will pass anyways; we might just as well put that passing time to the best possible use."

                        Started Date: 03/January/2009 - 196 lbs
                        Current Month: February 2010 - 163lbs
                        WEDDING DATE: 26/JUNE/2010 - I WILL BE A BUFF BRIDE!



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                        • #13
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                          Sheesh, Keriann!!! I can't wait until you get to weigh in!! I'm excited for you...all your hard work and blasted determination are going to pay off!!!





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                            What more can I say!!!
                            F44yrs young 5'7" SW172/CW152/GW140
                            restart date december 08, 2009!
                            1st mini-goal: 160 lbs - reached Jan 05, 2010
                            2nd mini-goal: 155 lbs - reached Feb 02, 2010
                            3rd mini-goal: 150 lbs
                            4th mini-goal: 145 lbs
                            GOAL : 140 lbs :chillpill:dancingba:dancing:

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                            • #15
                              Re: omg - if tonight wasn't the hardest night so far

                              Originally posted by EverLosing View Post
                              Sheesh, Keriann!!! I can't wait until you get to weigh in!! I'm excited for you...all your hard work and blasted determination are going to pay off!!!
                              Thanks a bunch!!!! it's hard. don't get me wrong, it's VERY hard, because even sitting there last night while EVERYONE else was having their cake - I absolutely admit that part of my brain kept thinking "well, ONE bite won't hurt - c'mon - just ONE?..."

                              but no. i will NOT do it. I'm SO looking forward to my weigh in - and that's another thing, I REFUSE to weigh in until March 1st!

                              thing that sucks TODAY though...i woke up with a cold. UUUUUUGH.
                              and last week, (even though it was TOM) - i hit the gym my STTS - sunday, tuesday, thursday & saturday...but today I'm just not going to be able to do it.

                              course, i DID reward myself today for all the hard work i've put myself through...we were at dick's sporting goods and i bought a 40 pound heavy bag set to go in the basement!!! it came with gloves and a boxing DVD. I've been wanting one for a VERY long time. I USED to do TaeKwonDo and that's one thing I miss is letting my stress out with a heavy bag...and it's one of my FAVORITE exercises.

                              I can't wait til it goes up in the basement so I can start using it!!!
                              Find my blog at: http://keriannmb.blogspot.com/

                              Diagnosed Insulin Resistant in October 2007.
                              Committed to Atkins January 2009.

                              ~I lost 1 pound 30 times!~

                              "Don't let the fear of the time it will take to accomplish something stand in the way of your doing it. The time will pass anyways; we might just as well put that passing time to the best possible use."

                              Started Date: 03/January/2009 - 196 lbs
                              Current Month: February 2010 - 163lbs
                              WEDDING DATE: 26/JUNE/2010 - I WILL BE A BUFF BRIDE!



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