Re: Are you down to be with *3 Skinny Chicks*??
Since we are all here for each other and this is a support group I need to stop something that I am doing and its really freaking hard. So lame too I feel like I am sabotaging my goal, I am wasting money and I feel like I am hiding it from you guys. Every day I go to the gym, rarely do I miss even one day. Everyday I buy a huge diet energy drink, not the regular rockstar, but the death star as I call it. Whats worse is I totally look forward to drinking it and getting all jacked up then working out super hard. OMG I am so tempted to just backspace this whole thing and not post it I cant tell you. I am a recovering addict with 4 and 1/2 years clean and this is the last buzz I can get but like with everything else I way over do it. I seriously ordered 5 shots of espresso the other day from Starbucks and the girl working the counter was like "what'? Okay freak so 5 shots it is. Anyways my workout buddy is going fishing all next week in Mexico so it is a perfect time to deal with this. Because I know my workouts wont be super intense like they are now, plus we are on our heavy weight light reps cycle *whines*. I guess if you guys could keep me accountable it would be a huge help I dont know what else to do with it. Not looking forward to this at all.
Since we are all here for each other and this is a support group I need to stop something that I am doing and its really freaking hard. So lame too I feel like I am sabotaging my goal, I am wasting money and I feel like I am hiding it from you guys. Every day I go to the gym, rarely do I miss even one day. Everyday I buy a huge diet energy drink, not the regular rockstar, but the death star as I call it. Whats worse is I totally look forward to drinking it and getting all jacked up then working out super hard. OMG I am so tempted to just backspace this whole thing and not post it I cant tell you. I am a recovering addict with 4 and 1/2 years clean and this is the last buzz I can get but like with everything else I way over do it. I seriously ordered 5 shots of espresso the other day from Starbucks and the girl working the counter was like "what'? Okay freak so 5 shots it is. Anyways my workout buddy is going fishing all next week in Mexico so it is a perfect time to deal with this. Because I know my workouts wont be super intense like they are now, plus we are on our heavy weight light reps cycle *whines*. I guess if you guys could keep me accountable it would be a huge help I dont know what else to do with it. Not looking forward to this at all.


Okay I am bent on doing this and thank you for encouraging me and crushing on me a little, yahoo! I guess I should start a clean induction over then. Frustrating a little because I have been eating right and drinking lots of water, but if its not clean its not clean.
I'm eagerly awaiting pix too!!!


, 5'9
TWICE!!!! (10/06 and 1/07!!!)
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