Hi everyone! Some of you may not remember me, but I used to go by as Esteliana or Lena May. It's honestly been a really long time since I have been on this board and during this long time, I have made so many unhealthy mistakes. =(
I have gained so much weight that I now weigh 210 pounds, a weight I thought I would never be, but I am at it right now and it's life, it's reality and it's hit me hard in the face. I went to see my doctor today and my blood pressure is really high, and that's dangerous, especially being 20 years like I am. =(
I know that this way of life works so I am going to rinse out my system with loads of water now and tomorrow I will start the first day of induction and keep at it for two weeks straight, then it will be my decision whether or not I want to go to phase two, or just to keep at induction until I lose a bit more. I don't know yet. I know that I can do it this time around, I have a gym pass, I go to the gym now, I even have inline skates and those are excitingly fun.
And if anyone wants to be my buddy to make this easier for the two of us, that would totally rock. =)
And tomorrow is the 27th, and 27 is a lucky number for me.
-Bekka
I have gained so much weight that I now weigh 210 pounds, a weight I thought I would never be, but I am at it right now and it's life, it's reality and it's hit me hard in the face. I went to see my doctor today and my blood pressure is really high, and that's dangerous, especially being 20 years like I am. =(
I know that this way of life works so I am going to rinse out my system with loads of water now and tomorrow I will start the first day of induction and keep at it for two weeks straight, then it will be my decision whether or not I want to go to phase two, or just to keep at induction until I lose a bit more. I don't know yet. I know that I can do it this time around, I have a gym pass, I go to the gym now, I even have inline skates and those are excitingly fun.
And if anyone wants to be my buddy to make this easier for the two of us, that would totally rock. =)
And tomorrow is the 27th, and 27 is a lucky number for me.
-Bekka



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