Hello everyone!
I'm Flurble
. I'm 17, and headed off to college in the fall (which is coming all too soon -- I leave for the other side of the country in just five weeks!).
During my junior and senior years of high school, I gained about twenty pounds of weight from sitting at my desk and studying all day. And on my 5' 1.5" frame, it seems as if I've doubled in size. This has really shot down my self-esteem. I don't think I ever look good in any clothes. I make excuses to go to pool parties with my friends because I feel so poorly about my figure.
Yet, I continue to go on eating, even when I'm full. I just keep shoving down food even though I know it's bad for me and I'm not hungry and I don't particularly like the food.
A few times, I've tried forcing myself to throw up after I go on a particularly terrible eating binge, but I know this is horrible for my body and have since stopped doing this.
I've finally decided that I am going to put a stop to this self-abuse, and get on the right track to a healthy, better lifestyle. I'm so excited to have found this board, and I'm psyched and ready to make changes in my life! I'll need lots of help and encouragement, and hope to become an involved member here even after I start school!
~Flurble
I'm Flurble
. I'm 17, and headed off to college in the fall (which is coming all too soon -- I leave for the other side of the country in just five weeks!).During my junior and senior years of high school, I gained about twenty pounds of weight from sitting at my desk and studying all day. And on my 5' 1.5" frame, it seems as if I've doubled in size. This has really shot down my self-esteem. I don't think I ever look good in any clothes. I make excuses to go to pool parties with my friends because I feel so poorly about my figure.
Yet, I continue to go on eating, even when I'm full. I just keep shoving down food even though I know it's bad for me and I'm not hungry and I don't particularly like the food.
A few times, I've tried forcing myself to throw up after I go on a particularly terrible eating binge, but I know this is horrible for my body and have since stopped doing this.
I've finally decided that I am going to put a stop to this self-abuse, and get on the right track to a healthy, better lifestyle. I'm so excited to have found this board, and I'm psyched and ready to make changes in my life! I'll need lots of help and encouragement, and hope to become an involved member here even after I start school!
~Flurble








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