Ugh.. Sigh.. *eye roll*.. Here I am again because I was a bad girl. I want to throw it out there that I.MESSED.UP
before I go any further with the re intro. I was doing great last May, after a horrible break up with my ex, when I started Atkins. I lost a total of 70 pounds and felt great! I had went from 425 to 355 (I'm 5'10''). I went from NOT fitting in jeans to having to many pair in my closet and a few were too big! I was about a size 24-26. Then in September I was hospitalized with an inflammation on my spinal cord from MS. After that was all better, the holidays crept up on me. I love how there is always an overabundance of candy for every holiday. Christmas? That holiday just slaughtered my willpower. I avoided this board because I felt guilty. I just kept fouling up.. day after day.. Now only one pair of jeans fit.. My shirts are starting to show all my rolls and I feel like poop! Oh, and to top it all off.. I got a wonderful boyfriend now.. He says he would love me no matter how much I weighed, but that's not the issue.. I wanna look good for myself and him. I'm taller than him and, without getting to graphic, there are certain, um, situations we get into that might go a little smoother if I lost weight
My #1 problem is that I'm LAZY! it has to stop... in fact, it stops today.. I'm going to the gym after work and that's that.. Will start Induction tomorrow.. If I can get through a Friday here at an office full of donuts and cake, I can get through any day of the week...
thanks for reading! I'm glad to be back!
before I go any further with the re intro. I was doing great last May, after a horrible break up with my ex, when I started Atkins. I lost a total of 70 pounds and felt great! I had went from 425 to 355 (I'm 5'10''). I went from NOT fitting in jeans to having to many pair in my closet and a few were too big! I was about a size 24-26. Then in September I was hospitalized with an inflammation on my spinal cord from MS. After that was all better, the holidays crept up on me. I love how there is always an overabundance of candy for every holiday. Christmas? That holiday just slaughtered my willpower. I avoided this board because I felt guilty. I just kept fouling up.. day after day.. Now only one pair of jeans fit.. My shirts are starting to show all my rolls and I feel like poop! Oh, and to top it all off.. I got a wonderful boyfriend now.. He says he would love me no matter how much I weighed, but that's not the issue.. I wanna look good for myself and him. I'm taller than him and, without getting to graphic, there are certain, um, situations we get into that might go a little smoother if I lost weight
My #1 problem is that I'm LAZY! it has to stop... in fact, it stops today.. I'm going to the gym after work and that's that.. Will start Induction tomorrow.. If I can get through a Friday here at an office full of donuts and cake, I can get through any day of the week...
thanks for reading! I'm glad to be back!













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