Ugh, here I am again.

[Esteliana]

Re: Ugh, here I am again.

Thanks Carbless for that kick in the butt. I think I have a post somewhere around the journal forums about why I have the weird low self confidence that I do have. I'm truly working on it, though, I really am. I mean, I have a kick butt job that I'm happy with and I'm becoming more confident in what I do. I just need to become more confident in how I look because I do have a pretty face and everything. =) Just watch, I will look freaking hot when all this is over and done with and I'm Maintenencing for the rest of my life. Oooh ya! ^_^ Can't wait til monday now.

-Bekka

[flpooh19701]

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Bored?? Are you crazy??! There are so many induction legal recipes out there. I even started a thread in the induction section. No excuse to get bored. And climbing the rungs after induction...oh the possibilities!

I tried a few of those recipes this week btw and they were wonderful! Thank you for starting the thread. It definately has helped keep me on track!

Esteliana~ Welcome Back! I so understand about falling off the wagon. I really think this time around is different for me. I'm doing it for ME this time.. I didn't think I'd ever get to the point where it was ok to do it just for ME. Before it was, for my kids, for a new outfit, to attract the eye of a particular guy.. NONE of it worked. But this time it's for me and I can feel the difference. Yesterday was a rough day for me 13 days into induction and I really thought I was gonna scarf some cheese puffs.. but I persevered, got my hiney on the treadmill for an hour and doubled my water intake. I'm very thankful I did. I'm down a lb this morning and that certainly wouldn't have happened if I had given in to a craving. Today is a much easier day.. no cravings.. no temptations.. I am on plan!
Good Luck to you!
Trisan

[SunnySmile501]

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Okay, Miss Bekka! The others have been too nice to kick your butt for your own good, but no more Miss Nice! If I had you right here in front of me, I would first give you a big hug, then shake you until your teeth rattled, give you another big hug, then kick your butt. You finally kicked that no-good bf to the curb. You found a friend to hang out with. You posted a couple of really positive posts on the Kentucky Derby thread and then disappeared. We were very worried. We sent the posse looking for you, to no avail.

Little Missy, you are so beautiful and have such a great personality, any good man would see you for your good qualities. If he can't, then he is not the man for you.

Just get back on track on the 7th, and don't look back. Look in the mirror every day and find 5 things you like about you. It may be hard to turn your thinking around, but you can do it. Come here every day and post. We love you and we will support you all the way.

Sunny!

[Esteliana]

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Sunny!! -hugs/rattleing- Oh Goodness, when will the shaking ever stop? Lol. I know!!! I'm so so so so SORRY that I disappeared like that. I hate it when I do that because I honestly don't mean to in any way. =(

But, the good thing is, I'm back, single, and ready to kick some ***!! Ya, I just dumped him, or he dumped me? Or something like that a month and a half ago. I was just getting tired and bored of it and the fact that I would never be able to introduce them to my parents and my friends set me off completly.

So anyway, today's going to be a hard day, but I know I can do it!!

-Bekka

Love ya!