I tend to ramble on, so bare with me...Age:30
Gender:Female
Health issues: PCOS, insulin resistance, high blood pressure
It all started when i hit puberty, when i gained over 60lbs over the summer holidays. It blew my mind as to how this happened. I was not vegging out doing nothing, I was helping my father on the farm, and most of my time that summer, I was baling hay. If anyone knows about this, it is a hot grueling task, that starts in early morning, and your don't finish until the sun goes down. I went to see my Dr. about the weight, and all he said was wow, you must be eating too much. He sent me to a nutrionist where they gave me a strict diet to follow. What i can rememeber of it, breakfast was 1 pc. mof whole grain toast, and 1 egg. Lunch was 1 cup cook pasta with an oil/vinegar dressing, peas and onions, and for dinner was a huge green salad with tomatoes, and for dessert, I was allowed to have fat-free jello. Needless to say, 2 moths into the diet, and I put on an additional 20lbs. So, I went back to dear old doc. He told me i must be cheating! I was crushed... I had followed his diet religiously. I left his office, and didn't go back.
At the age of 18, was diagnosed with PCOS and elevated levels of testosterone.
Age 19 diagnosed with high blood pressure
Now weighing in at 240 on a 5'3 frame.....
Doc, puts me on birth control pills to regulate my cycles...MORE WEIGHT!!!!
Treid multiple types of diets, to have absolutely no effet or more weight yet again.
Start starving myself..literally. I was eating 1 tbsp of low-fat yourgut and one dill pickle daily, sometimes skipping days in between. Weight was fianlly seeming to go, It took 2 years to get down to 135lbs. I felt wonderful. Then met a guy....happiness leads to weight gain??? well, it did for me. He didn't like my "diet". He wanted me to eat, and watching him eat, made me want to eat. I started eating raisin bran cereal in the mornings, chicken for dinner, and the weight came back in leaps and bounds. I noticed it coming back, but it didn't bother me as much, as I finally had someone who loved me...at least i thought so. After 3years he lfet me because i was no longer the woman he fell in love with...It was "hard" for him to be attracted to someone who was fat. The most devestating words to ever hear!
Many years have passed..the hurt probably will never leave!
I am happily involved now, and have 2 beautiful children...many obstacles have been over come (usually fighting with dr's to get with it) but many more goals to set and reach!
I weighed 296lbs at the end of my pregnancy 7 1/2 mths ago...have lost some, and weigh around 250lbs...
We are moving to a new place in Oct. and a new life begins...I will be starting atkins then (not alone, my hubby is going to try it too...he's just has a tiny tummy)
If you have any advice on how to get started, and what to look out for, please let me know!!! I want to make this work!



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