I am so over it. Not another Monday, really? 
Ok so I did Atkins about... hmmm. Well my 9 yr old son was about 2 or 3. I lost about 40 pounds. I was smaller at the start weight back then .. so 40 pounds meant I was looking good, compared to now when I would say 50 or 60 pounds of a loss would mean I was looking good. I would say overall I would like to be about 145- 150. I am about 5'7" (almost) and thirty years old.
So what happenned? lol How did I gain it back?
Well, PMS. I walked into the supermarket and they had unleashed the easter candy. I could literally smell the chocolate. The rest was like a bad movie, you get the idea. (Of course not long after I started seeing ""sugar free" chocolate appearing on the shelves. darn darn darn. I had already blew it and not looked back)
So I have tried a million different things in between then and now. I am back to Atkins.. coming full circle at this point. Somehow I know... like a deeper meaning and understanding... that this truly is the answer for me.
My family has always said I am not a bread and pasta person. I am a meat lover. I have even tried to go vegetarian to avoid meat all together. (we try it all right?) So, I resolve myself to remebering the 40 lbs. I remember how easy it was for me. I know I am ready for this. I have to get cleaned out in the kitchen and look at the induction plan to get ready for Monday.
I am here because I KNOW this works. I believe in it. I KNOW I will be at my goal in a year. I know I have to use my treadmill atleast 3x a week and increase with time and higher energy levels.
I know I have to do this forever. I have researched. It is time to bloom. I am so sick to death that I have allow myself to reach 255 lbs at my highest. I am done making babies. I cannot blame this weight on my kids anymore; my youngest is almost 3 now.
I am going to lose lose lose. I have a **** inside here somewhere just ready to bust out of this prison of fat build up! My husband is going to fall inlove all over again.

Ok so I did Atkins about... hmmm. Well my 9 yr old son was about 2 or 3. I lost about 40 pounds. I was smaller at the start weight back then .. so 40 pounds meant I was looking good, compared to now when I would say 50 or 60 pounds of a loss would mean I was looking good. I would say overall I would like to be about 145- 150. I am about 5'7" (almost) and thirty years old.
So what happenned? lol How did I gain it back?
Well, PMS. I walked into the supermarket and they had unleashed the easter candy. I could literally smell the chocolate. The rest was like a bad movie, you get the idea. (Of course not long after I started seeing ""sugar free" chocolate appearing on the shelves. darn darn darn. I had already blew it and not looked back)
So I have tried a million different things in between then and now. I am back to Atkins.. coming full circle at this point. Somehow I know... like a deeper meaning and understanding... that this truly is the answer for me.
My family has always said I am not a bread and pasta person. I am a meat lover. I have even tried to go vegetarian to avoid meat all together. (we try it all right?) So, I resolve myself to remebering the 40 lbs. I remember how easy it was for me. I know I am ready for this. I have to get cleaned out in the kitchen and look at the induction plan to get ready for Monday.
I am here because I KNOW this works. I believe in it. I KNOW I will be at my goal in a year. I know I have to use my treadmill atleast 3x a week and increase with time and higher energy levels.
I know I have to do this forever. I have researched. It is time to bloom. I am so sick to death that I have allow myself to reach 255 lbs at my highest. I am done making babies. I cannot blame this weight on my kids anymore; my youngest is almost 3 now.
I am going to lose lose lose. I have a **** inside here somewhere just ready to bust out of this prison of fat build up! My husband is going to fall inlove all over again.


~ author unknown
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Welcome back and it sounds like you're ready to commit ... good for you! Eyes forward, now ... you can do it!

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