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I cannot tell the amount of times I have gone on and off this diet. I know, I know. I should not look at it that way, but as a way of life. I started this diet about 8 years ago for the first time. Of course this website was not around then, but I read the book and did well on the diet. Well I got off of it, and some years went by, then I decided to do some research on it. I finally found this site, and was so happy to have recipes, support, etc. to help me along my way. I had lost around 25 lbs., but I got off of it, so I've been off and on since then, never taking it seriously. Well now I need to!
I am now at my heaviest ever. I am wearing around a size 3x and have not weighed in a while. I weighed around a month ago, and it was 240. I am so ashamed of myself that I have become this heavy. I am not happy at all, and neither is my husband. Most of all I am so unhealthy! I am miserable! I am a sugar addict I want to eat all the time. The more I eat, the more I crave. The thing I remember most about this WOE is that I go through terrible withdrawals, but it was the only diet that made me feel full and not starving all the time, and the only one I could stick with (believe it or not, I could not last on a low calorie diet for about 2 days, this one I could stay on for a lot longer, I just need to make up my mind to stick to it).
I am going to try my best to stay on this. I don't want to come on here saying I'm back and then disappear again. I am hoping I don't. I know if I don't do something then my health will get even worse than before. I used to enjoy working out, but now I cannot even go upstairs without getting out of breath, so I just thought I would re-introduce myself on here so that way when i post here and there, people will not wondering who in the heck am I. Just wish me luck!
I am now at my heaviest ever. I am wearing around a size 3x and have not weighed in a while. I weighed around a month ago, and it was 240. I am so ashamed of myself that I have become this heavy. I am not happy at all, and neither is my husband. Most of all I am so unhealthy! I am miserable! I am a sugar addict I want to eat all the time. The more I eat, the more I crave. The thing I remember most about this WOE is that I go through terrible withdrawals, but it was the only diet that made me feel full and not starving all the time, and the only one I could stick with (believe it or not, I could not last on a low calorie diet for about 2 days, this one I could stay on for a lot longer, I just need to make up my mind to stick to it).
I am going to try my best to stay on this. I don't want to come on here saying I'm back and then disappear again. I am hoping I don't. I know if I don't do something then my health will get even worse than before. I used to enjoy working out, but now I cannot even go upstairs without getting out of breath, so I just thought I would re-introduce myself on here so that way when i post here and there, people will not wondering who in the heck am I. Just wish me luck!
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