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Hi all!
I'm 378 lbs, the heaviest I've been in my life. I lose weight quickly, and gain weight quickly. I don't think I'm supposed to be fat. I look horrible fat, probably more of a mesomorph body type gone bad since I gain muscle ridiculously fast.
I weighed a happy 250 lbs until my divorce. She wanted me to buy a house for her, so we chose one in a very rural community with nothing really to do around here. After it went south, I sat inside my house with nothing around for entertainment, so I started playing World of Warcraft. A pizza by myself every Friday, candy, junk food, high carb diet combined with sitting at the computer 15 hours a day has taken a toll in the past 3 years.
When the nurse at the doctor's office weighs me, she seems depressed when telling me I'm 378. I'm on several different kinds of high blood pressure medication. My chair wheels broke from the weight of my fatness, so the legs are sitting on books now. The checkout girl at the grocery store laughs at me to her friends when I'm in line.
I pre-tie my shoes because I can't really bend down to tie them. Cutting my toenails is an epic adventure, and makes me tired. I have constant headaches. My car squeaks when I get in, and the tires make noise from the extra weight. I sleep 10 hours a night, and I could easily sleep more because I hate waking up.
I can't fit in restaurant booths, so I'm restricted to ones with tables. My self confidence went from unmoving to being hesitant to leave the house, because I know the horrible looks I'll receive. I must say, people treat really obese guys like dogs.
Life must change.
And it must change now.
I'm 378 lbs, the heaviest I've been in my life. I lose weight quickly, and gain weight quickly. I don't think I'm supposed to be fat. I look horrible fat, probably more of a mesomorph body type gone bad since I gain muscle ridiculously fast.
I weighed a happy 250 lbs until my divorce. She wanted me to buy a house for her, so we chose one in a very rural community with nothing really to do around here. After it went south, I sat inside my house with nothing around for entertainment, so I started playing World of Warcraft. A pizza by myself every Friday, candy, junk food, high carb diet combined with sitting at the computer 15 hours a day has taken a toll in the past 3 years.
When the nurse at the doctor's office weighs me, she seems depressed when telling me I'm 378. I'm on several different kinds of high blood pressure medication. My chair wheels broke from the weight of my fatness, so the legs are sitting on books now. The checkout girl at the grocery store laughs at me to her friends when I'm in line.
I pre-tie my shoes because I can't really bend down to tie them. Cutting my toenails is an epic adventure, and makes me tired. I have constant headaches. My car squeaks when I get in, and the tires make noise from the extra weight. I sleep 10 hours a night, and I could easily sleep more because I hate waking up.
I can't fit in restaurant booths, so I'm restricted to ones with tables. My self confidence went from unmoving to being hesitant to leave the house, because I know the horrible looks I'll receive. I must say, people treat really obese guys like dogs.
Life must change.
And it must change now.
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