Hello,
*Deep breath* Okay, so here goes ...
I'm Mandy, 23 years old from Roanoke, VA. Up till now I've had a sort of contempt for those on the Atkins diet, thinking there must be something wrong with people who thought it was alright to eat three burgers and a pound of bacon ... but can't have an apple cause the carbs in it. I believed that I didn't have to adhere to an idealistic vision of beauty marketed by fashion magazines and negatively reinforced by a society dumb enough to believe that beauty can only be achieved by reaching a dress size in the single digits.
I've always been a big girl. When I was in middle school I remember the scale being at 180, and it's only gone up from there. When the scale hit 200, I tried the diet and exercise thing, joined Curves, started drinking protein shakes that tasted like sand in my mouth, and tried my best to keep away from the sweets.
It worked for a while, but then I lost my job and had to cancel the curves membership. That was a let down that just spiraled my depression down and I gave up (consoling myself with ice-cream and chips) . Thinking that if I just ate like a sensible human being, the weight would eventually just come off on it's own.
I was wrong. Obviously eating sensibly was harder than I thought because just recently I stepped on the scale again and it read "275lbs".
That scares the crap out of me.
I called my mom, who a couple of years ago went through the gastric bypass surgery, and then taking on the Atkins mentality to eating and lost A LOT of weight. She also made me aware of a problem that I have myself ... that sometimes I will go through a day and not even be aware of what I put into my mouth. Or sneak in that spoonful of frosting when no one was looking ...
We talked about the Atkins diet, that it really works, but that I would have to commit to it religiously, or else the ketosis wouldn't work. No food "rewards" or it would be back to square one.
I thought it would be easy ... no breads or pastas and no sweets ...
I was very, very wrong (again)
When checking the nutrition lable became a every meal thing, I started noticing just how many grams of sugar and carbohydrates I was really getting before.
And just how many foods were "off limits" now.
When I told my gran-parents that I was going to be starting the diet on Monday (6/15) They seemed genuinely supportive. But, as the both of them practically live on carbs and sugar, it's been difficult. For my gram especially because shes very much the typical cookies, cakes, and just about everything else type of gram.
I'm sure shes not trying to sabotage my efforts on purpose, but it's frustrating when she keeps offering me all these things three days into my diet. It's hard to say no to a house that smells like chocolate chip cookies or fried chicken.
That's when I realized, I need help. Looking through the sites for recipes that I can eat now, I found this site. Looking for as many hints and tips that I can find, especially for snacks and recipes.
So, here I am. Ready and determined to get it right this time!
*Deep breath* Okay, so here goes ...
I'm Mandy, 23 years old from Roanoke, VA. Up till now I've had a sort of contempt for those on the Atkins diet, thinking there must be something wrong with people who thought it was alright to eat three burgers and a pound of bacon ... but can't have an apple cause the carbs in it. I believed that I didn't have to adhere to an idealistic vision of beauty marketed by fashion magazines and negatively reinforced by a society dumb enough to believe that beauty can only be achieved by reaching a dress size in the single digits.
I've always been a big girl. When I was in middle school I remember the scale being at 180, and it's only gone up from there. When the scale hit 200, I tried the diet and exercise thing, joined Curves, started drinking protein shakes that tasted like sand in my mouth, and tried my best to keep away from the sweets.
It worked for a while, but then I lost my job and had to cancel the curves membership. That was a let down that just spiraled my depression down and I gave up (consoling myself with ice-cream and chips) . Thinking that if I just ate like a sensible human being, the weight would eventually just come off on it's own.
I was wrong. Obviously eating sensibly was harder than I thought because just recently I stepped on the scale again and it read "275lbs".
That scares the crap out of me.
I called my mom, who a couple of years ago went through the gastric bypass surgery, and then taking on the Atkins mentality to eating and lost A LOT of weight. She also made me aware of a problem that I have myself ... that sometimes I will go through a day and not even be aware of what I put into my mouth. Or sneak in that spoonful of frosting when no one was looking ...
We talked about the Atkins diet, that it really works, but that I would have to commit to it religiously, or else the ketosis wouldn't work. No food "rewards" or it would be back to square one.
I thought it would be easy ... no breads or pastas and no sweets ...
I was very, very wrong (again)
When checking the nutrition lable became a every meal thing, I started noticing just how many grams of sugar and carbohydrates I was really getting before.
And just how many foods were "off limits" now.
When I told my gran-parents that I was going to be starting the diet on Monday (6/15) They seemed genuinely supportive. But, as the both of them practically live on carbs and sugar, it's been difficult. For my gram especially because shes very much the typical cookies, cakes, and just about everything else type of gram.
I'm sure shes not trying to sabotage my efforts on purpose, but it's frustrating when she keeps offering me all these things three days into my diet. It's hard to say no to a house that smells like chocolate chip cookies or fried chicken.
That's when I realized, I need help. Looking through the sites for recipes that I can eat now, I found this site. Looking for as many hints and tips that I can find, especially for snacks and recipes.
So, here I am. Ready and determined to get it right this time!




Just eating good food.

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