Hello all!!
I "did Atkins" back in High School with amazing results. But over the years partying and depression got the best of me and I ballooned up to 270lbs. I'm 5'10", so needless to say, when I finally saw a picture of myself at a family Christmas three years ago I knew something had to change. I did the starvation diet, went to therapy, started going to churcha again and I got down to 230lbs. Don't worry, I know the starvation thing is HORRIBLE, and I wanted a quick fix, and now it seems to have really screwed me up because it is REALLY tough to lose weight. I gained about 10lbs back in the last 2 years or so, and now I want to get back under 200lbs. At my height and body build I would be happy with that. I used to be a swimmer so I have some major muscle mass and I don't want to be "skinny". It helps that my fiance likes my size. But I don't want to be tired all the time. I want my clothes to fit me better. I want to be able to wear size 14 again. I'm in 18s now and they are relatively snug. A comfy 14 would be perfect. I'm happy and motivated. I can do this. It helps that I LOVE chicken ceasar salad. I'm doing this to feel better, not to be skinny. Because if that is my motivation, this just won't work.
**heres to meat**
Amanda
I "did Atkins" back in High School with amazing results. But over the years partying and depression got the best of me and I ballooned up to 270lbs. I'm 5'10", so needless to say, when I finally saw a picture of myself at a family Christmas three years ago I knew something had to change. I did the starvation diet, went to therapy, started going to churcha again and I got down to 230lbs. Don't worry, I know the starvation thing is HORRIBLE, and I wanted a quick fix, and now it seems to have really screwed me up because it is REALLY tough to lose weight. I gained about 10lbs back in the last 2 years or so, and now I want to get back under 200lbs. At my height and body build I would be happy with that. I used to be a swimmer so I have some major muscle mass and I don't want to be "skinny". It helps that my fiance likes my size. But I don't want to be tired all the time. I want my clothes to fit me better. I want to be able to wear size 14 again. I'm in 18s now and they are relatively snug. A comfy 14 would be perfect. I'm happy and motivated. I can do this. It helps that I LOVE chicken ceasar salad. I'm doing this to feel better, not to be skinny. Because if that is my motivation, this just won't work.
**heres to meat**
Amanda









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