This is the third time that I have began this new WOE. I seem to do great within my own little world of work and home. If I have little control over the fixing of my meals then I tend to fall off the wagon. Well, no more! I'm going to start taking responsibility for everything that goes into my mouth whether I fixed it or ordered it. It's a concious, voluntary decision and I need to stop treating it as an involuntary action. I need to stop making excuses for myself.
I've been overweight all my life except for a brief time in jr. high when I ate hardly anything at all for months on end. That was the only time that I have ever been happy about my weight. I don't want to be that starving person again but neither do I want to be this binging person that I am now. The thought that the rest of my life will be exactly as it is now is too much for me. So I will start now and begin molding my future into what I want it to be.
I've been overweight all my life except for a brief time in jr. high when I ate hardly anything at all for months on end. That was the only time that I have ever been happy about my weight. I don't want to be that starving person again but neither do I want to be this binging person that I am now. The thought that the rest of my life will be exactly as it is now is too much for me. So I will start now and begin molding my future into what I want it to be.







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