Hey everyone,
I'm a newbie to this site. :]
Been going through ups and down
with this diet for 2-3 months now,
but I truly believe it's for me,
and it's my ticket to weight loss.
So, that's why I won't quit.
I feel discouraged that I've
been so yo-yo with it, but
it's just I've been busy and
frustrated I haven't been able
to keep my mindset and right
to pursue my greatest desire:
To be thin.
And I don't mean it superficially,
well, kind of, but not in complete
vanity. :] I want to be healthy, active,
fit, and look nice in clothes, ha ha. Stuff
like that.
I've been 150 most of my adult[& teen] life,
I'm 5'6, so it's not an amazing weight for
my BMI, but it suited me, and then some events
led up to me gaining 45 pounds. D: I got up to
195! It was ridiculous, so I started running,
extreme cal. reduction but as we all know,
it failed. So I started Induction after my mother
had told me about Atkins and low carb, 10 pounds, bam,
off, I was doing so good, but then I fell off. :[ Lost
motivation and gained some of the weight back.
So I'm back at 182, ready to start and FINISH.
My end of December 09' goal is: 32 pounds, 150.
Then my long-term goal is 130. :]
I'm tired of being this way.! I want people to say:
"You look great." not "Has she let herself go?"
ty for reading. any advice is welcome.
motivation too.
-kitty x
<3
I'm a newbie to this site. :]
Been going through ups and down
with this diet for 2-3 months now,
but I truly believe it's for me,
and it's my ticket to weight loss.
So, that's why I won't quit.
I feel discouraged that I've
been so yo-yo with it, but
it's just I've been busy and
frustrated I haven't been able
to keep my mindset and right
to pursue my greatest desire:
To be thin.
And I don't mean it superficially,
well, kind of, but not in complete
vanity. :] I want to be healthy, active,
fit, and look nice in clothes, ha ha. Stuff
like that.
I've been 150 most of my adult[& teen] life,
I'm 5'6, so it's not an amazing weight for
my BMI, but it suited me, and then some events
led up to me gaining 45 pounds. D: I got up to
195! It was ridiculous, so I started running,
extreme cal. reduction but as we all know,
it failed. So I started Induction after my mother
had told me about Atkins and low carb, 10 pounds, bam,
off, I was doing so good, but then I fell off. :[ Lost
motivation and gained some of the weight back.
So I'm back at 182, ready to start and FINISH.
My end of December 09' goal is: 32 pounds, 150.
Then my long-term goal is 130. :]
I'm tired of being this way.! I want people to say:
"You look great." not "Has she let herself go?"
ty for reading. any advice is welcome.
motivation too.
-kitty x
<3




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