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My name is Beka and this is it for me. I have put off losing weight for nearly a year and I am sick of not being happy with myself and hate not being confident like I always used to be! I have gotten to the point where I have a terrible image of myself and get almost panic attacks of seeing people from my past who only saw me when I was slim. Girls can be so nasty. This in turn has made me not live my life and I feel that I have wasted so much of it. All lastyear I was a recluse and now this year when I am basically forced into society (UNI) I am so ancious and always worried I will see someone from my past:.
1.5 years ago I had a drug problem and lost alot of weight in a very short amount of time and when i got better I gained it back and more. I am woried that it messed up my metabolism (even though experts say that it doesnt) so I plan to stay on induction phase for the next 30 days.
I have 31 lb to lose to be at my goal weight.
My first mini goal is to have lost 10 lb (in fat) in the next 30 days. This is for a party that i want to look good for as i havent seen these people for awhile. I plan not to weigh myself until I get to day 29.
I have read many discussions and threads and think it is wonderful all the support people give and as I will try and give support at all your wonderful progress and dedication - in turn I think it will help me to have support and all of you reading my post if i was to fall of the wagon. I dont only have myself to look like a failure to now!
Thank you
My name is Beka and this is it for me. I have put off losing weight for nearly a year and I am sick of not being happy with myself and hate not being confident like I always used to be! I have gotten to the point where I have a terrible image of myself and get almost panic attacks of seeing people from my past who only saw me when I was slim. Girls can be so nasty. This in turn has made me not live my life and I feel that I have wasted so much of it. All lastyear I was a recluse and now this year when I am basically forced into society (UNI) I am so ancious and always worried I will see someone from my past:.
1.5 years ago I had a drug problem and lost alot of weight in a very short amount of time and when i got better I gained it back and more. I am woried that it messed up my metabolism (even though experts say that it doesnt) so I plan to stay on induction phase for the next 30 days.
I have 31 lb to lose to be at my goal weight.
My first mini goal is to have lost 10 lb (in fat) in the next 30 days. This is for a party that i want to look good for as i havent seen these people for awhile. I plan not to weigh myself until I get to day 29.
I have read many discussions and threads and think it is wonderful all the support people give and as I will try and give support at all your wonderful progress and dedication - in turn I think it will help me to have support and all of you reading my post if i was to fall of the wagon. I dont only have myself to look like a failure to now!
Thank you
I found it so hard just gaining weight then all of a sudden it was ontop of me! Im always like tomorow I will start diet etc.. Then when once again I fail goal I say I will go on water fast to catch up - fat chance of that!!
Why is it???
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