I am officially under 200 lbs now. i have never seen such a beautiful thing in my life, that i have done with such hard work and dedication. 199.4 lbs on the scale today.
199.4 lbs. i believe i have lost more, but because of my TOM and new birth control i believe i wont see my true number for about a week or so. but knowing that i am 199 with TOM water weight is saying i could very well be 190-195 when im clear of it.
i have gratitude for many things. im grateful that i have a space where i can divulge this information and this current phase of new found happiness. im grateful that i am smart enough to know that it takes a certain type of eating to help with other ailments i have. i have polycystic ovarian syndrome and this way of eating is helping me so much.
what a gift.
im proud of myself. just so proud. last night i made dinner, crab cakes and asparagus, with red roasted potatoes, i cant eat that yet but i had some crab with butter and lemon, asparagus, cheese with fresh cut jalepenos, and a half avocado, it was soooooo gooood!!!!
my fiance loved dinner. its funny, gourmet = someone who uses fresh food and herbs HA HA HA HAHHA im a gourmet cook at my house LOL
i've been eating so healthy. junk food is no longer apealing. i go grocery shopping and it's not the same. out side of the grocery ring for me. AAAHHHH!!! i think my addiction is cut. how amazing!!! thanks for all the support!! im on owl now... rung 1