i went to banana republic and gap and i can fit into clothes there for the very first time i can proudly step into any store and buy clothes now. i weigh 190 and wear a size 14!
i will be running the utah valley marathon in honor of my grandmother who will be passing soon. she has lung cancer and will be dying soon.
so i am running this marathon because proceeds go to cancer patients and their families.
june 8th is the running date. im scared and excited. i've asked for the support of my family to meet me at the finish line. and my friends as well. this will be the last shin dig of my battle of the buldge.
i have 17 weeks to go. i am damn nervous. i think this will prove my family that i am a respectable woman and no matter what pain they have put me through i can over come anything.
i am insane right now i feel. i feel like what the heck am i doing! but i know that now that i've told my family there is no backing down from this. oh man. im excited as no other. and the fact that i get to do something like this after overcoming some painful experiences just is proving a lot. wow. im in awe but even more so soon. i am going shopping soon!!! yellow heels here i come!!! so elated with life right now. i am grateful for this whole experience. greatful!!!!