Well too much bragging on my part. I fell off the wagon on Tuesday and was too embarrassed to blog my fall but I am better and on Wednesday I got back on first thing in the morning. You know it wasn't that I craving any one thing, my mind just being mean to me and told me to do it and told me I wanted Ice cream cause it was in the house for the other members of my family. it has been here for about 2 weeks and not once have I faultered or even thought about it. But I guess things caught up with me Tuesday night. I have been kind of sick and I am also stressed. This is how I feel sometimes.


The good thing is that Wednesday morning I was back on track, a new for me cause usually a carb party last a while, and eating the right things.


I have yet to give up my diet coke but I have slowed down on them.

I am not tearing at my nails and I am finally getting fingernails.

So I am getting rid of one bad habit at a time.

Hubby said I feel like cotton. So I ask him what that meant and he said that under my skin feels different. He says it is a good thing. So hubby should know what he is talking about since he pays attention to details. So now every day I ask him how I feel. He squeezes my arms and my legs and says cotton and cottage cheese. He thinks that the fat is breaking down to make me feel like that. I cant tell at all about things like that as my skin and body feel the same. Hubby is wanting to loose weight but will not let me cut down his carb intake. So I told him to cut back and start exercising. Did I mention that this whole time that I have been cooking fully loaded carb meals for my family with a few more greens added to it.

I feel my energy level is increasing. I have worked out for an hour a day for the last 2 days on my Wii. I do the step aerobics with 10 minutes of balance. It is a lot of fun and I get my exercise in. I do it from 5 to 6 in the morning. I call this my time.

I have a big goal coming up and that is to under 240 so I will take 239.9 if I can get it. I hope to reach that by middle of October if not then hopefully by the beginning of November. But if I had it my way it would be tommorrow.


I am still determined to conquer my weight issue.

Well that is my blog for today. I hope everyone has a good day.