Well after 3 days I am finally off of Diet Coke. It was a hard 3 days and some I don't want to repeat. I have no energy but that should return with a few more days

I am hoping for some relief from this drugged out feeling. No energy. No get up and go.

Life is getting to be normal, well whatever normal is, and I like it like that.

My kids are having all kinds of issues but you know the issues they have are not mine and it does not affect my life. I want to be in the middle of it to fix it. I want to solve it for them. I want to take over. I fight with myself all the time about staying out of their issues and let them solve the issues on their own. I am trying to let them do that and I believe it is the hardest part of parenting their is.

Life is good for now. Will be having Thanksgiving with my inlaws and not my family due to me not being invited to the family function. It hurt and hurt deep. I tried 3 different ways to invite myself down there but was brushed off each time. Not wanting to be kicked anymore I said well I hope you have a nice Thanksgiving. My brother told me he was writing off the people in his life that wasn't there for him and he made comments like well thats another one and looked at me. So I get the hint and wont be told twice I am not wanted. I have my family.

I have in my home 3 beautiful grandchildren that love me, a husband that loves me and tolerates my mood swings. Am amazing daughter who has her own battles and she faces them and still finds time to be my daughter.

I feel good today and that is a plus.