The highs and lows in my world are so extreme. I wish this cycle would end... I would like to just be the same each and every day. But then does that mean you just stop having good days and bad? Cuz some of those good days are just so awesome I would hate to be just THERE.

My way of eating is not going so well again. I am tired fo failure... The winter storm here put a serious damper on my dreams of spring. However they tell me it is going to get to 40 by next Friday.

I get very frustrated with the eat this and not that way of thinking. Eat fish for Omega three...but not this kind because it contains to much omega 6. Might as well take a pill... Take your vitamin D ...drinking milk wont help...might as well take a pill. Doesnt anyone ever feel that they are just going to choke on taking so many pills?

I am sorry that I am feeling so frustrated... But if there just was some prefect plan...that would be so much simpler.