It's been 2 weeks now since we broke up, and I'm finally eating 3 meals a day again, back with a relatively healthy appetite, and with the mindset that I can get back on track. I'm over the initial hurt and pain, and unlike last time I have avoided contact with him. It hurts, but I know that its for the best to just cut off all contact with him. I spent a year crying over him before, watching him date other people, hearing all about his new girlfriend, before he decided he was ready to get back together. I don't want that again.

So I feel ready and able to get back on track. I felt ready last week, but I decided to give myself a little extra time. I have my student card on its way in the mail, so I'm joining back at the gym this week, which will give me a good reason to get out of the house, and do something for myself. And hopefully to meet new people! (Ahem, men)

For a change, I have no deadlines for my weight loss. I just want to lose weight for ME! That's the difference. I weighed in at 159 lbs last week, and I have jumped up a little to 163 lbs as of this morning, which is expected since I'm now eating properly again.

So:

Highest Weight: 179 lbs
Start Weight: 170 lbs
Current Weight: 163 lbs
Goal Weight: ~ 115 lbs