I've been examining my addiction to junk food.
Candy, chocolate, burgers, pizza, pasta, bread etc etc.
It really is a physical compulsion at times, that I have to fight mentally!
And it's sanctioned by our society! People say it's not addiction!
I know that some addictions are worse, but is any addiction any less addictive mentally?
I get physical and mental withdrawals from this stuff.
It seems, the more refined the carbs, the more I am addicted.
Why I give myself permission to 'indulge', I just got to town. I can eat a lot of junk food, and it just fuels more and more desire for it.
I guess there is a drugged up feeling after endulging.
I know this stuff is killing me! But when you are depressed, down come your walls!
I am glad to be free of junk food for two days!
Candy, chocolate, burgers, pizza, pasta, bread etc etc.
It really is a physical compulsion at times, that I have to fight mentally!
And it's sanctioned by our society! People say it's not addiction!
I know that some addictions are worse, but is any addiction any less addictive mentally?
I get physical and mental withdrawals from this stuff.
It seems, the more refined the carbs, the more I am addicted.
Why I give myself permission to 'indulge', I just got to town. I can eat a lot of junk food, and it just fuels more and more desire for it.
I guess there is a drugged up feeling after endulging.
I know this stuff is killing me! But when you are depressed, down come your walls!
I am glad to be free of junk food for two days!




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