I am so scared to start again... I fell off the wagon and broke every bone in my body. I have gained back 2 pounds of the weight I lost and am soooooo adicted to carbs at the moment that I would turn my self inside out for a hit.
It has been about 3 or 4 months and I desperately want to come back to the fold buuuuut...induction flu is terrifying me... I had such a hard time with it first time round that the thought of it gives me the heebies.
I ached so bad and cried and was depressed and soooooo very angry. On the upside I felt great when it was over ... but brrrrrr when I was going through it... I just don't know if I can inflict it on my family again.
Some support for this would be great.... I definitely need solid help... I know that it is worth it but I am just gun shy of the initial pain.... *sniff* oh I hate being me right now! :sadblinky
It has been about 3 or 4 months and I desperately want to come back to the fold buuuuut...induction flu is terrifying me... I had such a hard time with it first time round that the thought of it gives me the heebies.
I ached so bad and cried and was depressed and soooooo very angry. On the upside I felt great when it was over ... but brrrrrr when I was going through it... I just don't know if I can inflict it on my family again.
Some support for this would be great.... I definitely need solid help... I know that it is worth it but I am just gun shy of the initial pain.... *sniff* oh I hate being me right now! :sadblinky













) but we're all here to help you through the roughest times :hug


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