Today on our way home from shopping (see details in muh journal)
DH went through the McDonalds drive through, and had a chicken sandwich and fries and a root beer right in front of me.
Then, further down the road, he stopped at a Krispy Kreme drive through for him and our roomies and got a dozen donuts, which yours truley had to hold in her lap the entire drive home.
And you know what? I didn't waver! I can't say it wasn't cruel and unusual punishment, because I love mcdonalds fries, and although i'm not a donut eater(I can probably count the number of donuts i've had in my life on one hand) the sweet smell was driving me insane. So it wasn't -easy-, but I didn't even think of cheating. Having the things I can't have that I like right in front of me was hard, but I never once thought of actually putting it in my mouth.
I've only been back about 6 days, so you don't have to be a veteran to have willpower. I didn't even know I HAD willpower until last night when the same thing happened, and my roommates were taunting me with pie. Sure, i'd like to be able to have sweet things that I enjoy, but i'd also -like- to be able to eat all I want and never gain a pound. It just ain't gonna work that way!
SO keep on trekkin and don't give in. Its hard, but think about the moment right after you put a donut in your mouth. Personally, i'd feel completely disapointed and angry at myself, and right now i'm going on a week of cheat free bliss, and 6 lbs gone. I dont want to give that up!
DH went through the McDonalds drive through, and had a chicken sandwich and fries and a root beer right in front of me.
Then, further down the road, he stopped at a Krispy Kreme drive through for him and our roomies and got a dozen donuts, which yours truley had to hold in her lap the entire drive home.
And you know what? I didn't waver! I can't say it wasn't cruel and unusual punishment, because I love mcdonalds fries, and although i'm not a donut eater(I can probably count the number of donuts i've had in my life on one hand) the sweet smell was driving me insane. So it wasn't -easy-, but I didn't even think of cheating. Having the things I can't have that I like right in front of me was hard, but I never once thought of actually putting it in my mouth.
I've only been back about 6 days, so you don't have to be a veteran to have willpower. I didn't even know I HAD willpower until last night when the same thing happened, and my roommates were taunting me with pie. Sure, i'd like to be able to have sweet things that I enjoy, but i'd also -like- to be able to eat all I want and never gain a pound. It just ain't gonna work that way!
SO keep on trekkin and don't give in. Its hard, but think about the moment right after you put a donut in your mouth. Personally, i'd feel completely disapointed and angry at myself, and right now i'm going on a week of cheat free bliss, and 6 lbs gone. I dont want to give that up!






Hope you don't mind I share my ''donut story'' here with you.
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