Roll Call!
Every morning, I get up and I go in the closet and try on a pair of shorts, they are Eddie Bauer shorts that I absolutely love. Size 10. I can tell you last week, I could NOT close them. It was torture of an emotional kind. I was so sad but I had willingly gone back to higher carbs for sports endurance fuel. My body just packs the fat back on. (Obviously I over ate and stored the excess as fat, pretty darn easily and quickly)...
This is day 5 and they now button close. Not comfortable enough to wear but close. It's not the shorts, its the FOCUS.
My focus has shifted from completing a 50 mile bike ride and the 6am training rides, to getting back in those short!
Focus is critical. Staying focused and positive and accepting that things might move VERY SLOWLY. Impatience will cause me to get mad, frustrated and potentially cave in and go back to higher carbs....
So I put those pants on in all their uncomfortable REALITY and I use it to force myself to move in their direction! No denial here, no lack of focus here. Soon this painful time will be gone and the real challenge of keeping the weight off will begin again!
Every morning, I get up and I go in the closet and try on a pair of shorts, they are Eddie Bauer shorts that I absolutely love. Size 10. I can tell you last week, I could NOT close them. It was torture of an emotional kind. I was so sad but I had willingly gone back to higher carbs for sports endurance fuel. My body just packs the fat back on. (Obviously I over ate and stored the excess as fat, pretty darn easily and quickly)...
This is day 5 and they now button close. Not comfortable enough to wear but close. It's not the shorts, its the FOCUS.
My focus has shifted from completing a 50 mile bike ride and the 6am training rides, to getting back in those short!
Focus is critical. Staying focused and positive and accepting that things might move VERY SLOWLY. Impatience will cause me to get mad, frustrated and potentially cave in and go back to higher carbs....
So I put those pants on in all their uncomfortable REALITY and I use it to force myself to move in their direction! No denial here, no lack of focus here. Soon this painful time will be gone and the real challenge of keeping the weight off will begin again!



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