ALright.. first week of induction.. went well!!!! lost the first 4 days, then I had my friends.. so the scale didn't move.. I know the effect so I refrained on weighing myself.. IT"S BIGGER THAN ME! I did it!!! ok.. friend over now... What did I do this morning? I weigh myself. Scale didn't move.. at least it didn't go up.
Guilty of messing up ketosis on saturday.. I was well into Ketosis until we had a big party last night.. I avoided all type of pastries.. except I didn't avoid the wine.. just couldn't.. Guilt.. now its back to day 1.. ok yesterday I suffered because I got out of ketosis.. today a bit less.. I had control.. I might be sliding back to ketosis, but I feel so guilty about saturday and the fact the scale is not going down........
I guess I just needed to vent. I want this so much... It will happen.. it will happen.. it will.
Guilty of messing up ketosis on saturday.. I was well into Ketosis until we had a big party last night.. I avoided all type of pastries.. except I didn't avoid the wine.. just couldn't.. Guilt.. now its back to day 1.. ok yesterday I suffered because I got out of ketosis.. today a bit less.. I had control.. I might be sliding back to ketosis, but I feel so guilty about saturday and the fact the scale is not going down........
I guess I just needed to vent. I want this so much... It will happen.. it will happen.. it will.



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There are a lot worse things than staying the same weight - like gaining!


...Was in HEAVEN -got to 150, for awhile, then got too busy, and gave in too much... and... OK holding pattern "keep it together..." 

2/24/10
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