Re: First Day of Spring Challenge
Hello my friends! I am back from my scrapbook weekend...did ya miss me?? LOL! Am just going to jump right back in right here. Hope everyone is doing well.
It went really well. I had more trouble with food the week before going. Bought 4 bags of pork rinds (first time buying them since starting last August as I was afraid they would be a trigger food) and of course....ate them all before I even left!!! 1 bag a day in one sitting!!! So scary to know that the binge monster still hasn't died in me :^(!!! I was just feeling sooo hungry that week. Self sabatoge maybe as I really wanted not to gain anything as I was seeing my girlfriend who I hadn't seen in a year and who I hadn't told I was losing weight. Had even told everyone else not to mention it if she didn't notice. So..anyway...week before I left I was eating like crazy.
She noticed as soon as I opened the door. Wasn't even fully out of the van before she said anything. It was soooo cool. I did feel bad for my SIL/best friend/diet buddy because even though she has lost 40 pounds...only 17 pounds less than me..for some reason it is not as noticeable on her than me. So mixed feelings of being proud of myself and having my ego stroked by my buds and feeling bad that it wasn't happening for her too! So funny how much trouble people have accepting that I can eat fat and lose. As I sit there drinking my decaf coffee and whipping cream eating cheese and nuts....LOLOL!
Food wise I did really good. Had to go and buy 4 more bags of pork rinds for the trip and we ended up not even finishing one of them...I had either pigged out enough the week before or the joy was sucked out of eating them because I could have them if I wanted...LOL! Did do a bit of drinking...Long Island Icetea and Diet Coke. Stayed totally legal on the meals. I also ate lots of nuts.
So I can't wait to see the pictures and compare them to last years when I was at my heaviest. Going from the digital pictures on the camera though I think I am having trouble 'seeing' me without the fat glasses as I don't like any of them. SIL is feeling the same and I think her pictures are great!
Weigh in for me is Thursday..so we will see what the official damage is then. Hopefully TOM is over by then. When is the last weigh in day for the challenge????
Chat with you soon!
Hello my friends! I am back from my scrapbook weekend...did ya miss me?? LOL! Am just going to jump right back in right here. Hope everyone is doing well.
It went really well. I had more trouble with food the week before going. Bought 4 bags of pork rinds (first time buying them since starting last August as I was afraid they would be a trigger food) and of course....ate them all before I even left!!! 1 bag a day in one sitting!!! So scary to know that the binge monster still hasn't died in me :^(!!! I was just feeling sooo hungry that week. Self sabatoge maybe as I really wanted not to gain anything as I was seeing my girlfriend who I hadn't seen in a year and who I hadn't told I was losing weight. Had even told everyone else not to mention it if she didn't notice. So..anyway...week before I left I was eating like crazy.
She noticed as soon as I opened the door. Wasn't even fully out of the van before she said anything. It was soooo cool. I did feel bad for my SIL/best friend/diet buddy because even though she has lost 40 pounds...only 17 pounds less than me..for some reason it is not as noticeable on her than me. So mixed feelings of being proud of myself and having my ego stroked by my buds and feeling bad that it wasn't happening for her too! So funny how much trouble people have accepting that I can eat fat and lose. As I sit there drinking my decaf coffee and whipping cream eating cheese and nuts....LOLOL!
Food wise I did really good. Had to go and buy 4 more bags of pork rinds for the trip and we ended up not even finishing one of them...I had either pigged out enough the week before or the joy was sucked out of eating them because I could have them if I wanted...LOL! Did do a bit of drinking...Long Island Icetea and Diet Coke. Stayed totally legal on the meals. I also ate lots of nuts.
So I can't wait to see the pictures and compare them to last years when I was at my heaviest. Going from the digital pictures on the camera though I think I am having trouble 'seeing' me without the fat glasses as I don't like any of them. SIL is feeling the same and I think her pictures are great!
Weigh in for me is Thursday..so we will see what the official damage is then. Hopefully TOM is over by then. When is the last weigh in day for the challenge????
Chat with you soon!



Great Job staying legal. That's so awesome. You must be so proud of yourself!!! WE would love to see a pic! 

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