I'm not really a newbie but I thought this board the best place to post an important announcement.
The announcement is:
I HAVE COME BACK TO ATKINS AND REALISED AT LONG LAST THAT IT IS THE ONLY WAY FOR ME!!!
Sorry for shouting.
OK I am Helena I am 48 yrs old and 5ft 3 and today I weighed in at 329. When I first joined this board in May 2005 I think I was 306.
If only I had stuck with it, by now I would be 229 not 329. I just want to kick myself. There are people on here and other low carb boards who in that time have lost 100lbs.
I''ve been so very stupid. I've been weak, I've given in to temptation, I've given in to boredom with protein foods and most of all I've given in to chocolate. I've also given in to friends and family and doctors and nutritionists and dieticians etc who have told me Atkins is bad, Atkins cannot work - the usual stuff. It's been hard to convince them otherwise when I appear to them to be "living proof" that it does not work.
On expert advice I've tried grain and fruit based diets, low fat low calorie diets, and I have got fatter and fatter and fatter.
My main problem with Atkins is that I do not lose weight quickly or easily on it. I've done induction many times and I think the most I ever lost was about 3 or 4 lbs. Then stalled, then lost my patience, and thought "well if I ain't losing I might as well have a large bar of chocolate". Once I'm back on the choccies, I simply cannot stop. I am like a carb-monster!
My epiphany (is that the right word?) came on Monday. I had sunk to the lowest depths of utter despair, depression and anguish. I didn't have the energy or enthusiasm even to wash the dishes, could not be bothered to do anything much really. Lately I've become more and more of a recluse, because walking, standing, doing anything is just too much effort.
I lay in bed and could hardly sit up, so bloated was I from all those "healthy" wholegrain bread sandwiches, the healthy brown pasta and the healthy fruits! I felt like a beached whale. I just knew that I have reached a crossroads. The choice was (a) get my life back or (b) get fatter and die here, bedridden and unable to move.
And so on Tuesday with renewed enthusiasm I started on Atkins yet again. With optimism I bought a pair of Lycra 3/4 length exercise trousers. Size 4XL!
Wednesday morning I fel better already! More awake, much less bloated, and happier.
Thursday (today) I had this amazing surge of energy, seemingly from nowhere. I put on my new Lycra trousers and felt like a million dollars. Like a fool I bid on Ebay for a bicycle (God I hope I get outbid!) and then I set out to walk the mile uphill to the swimming pool (haven't been able to walk that for some months). I had so much energy I was literally marching up that hill! Of course, what I had forgotten, in my great burst of enthusiasm, is that I am, in fact, 329 pounds (23 stone 7) and so of course my body was dragging me back. My mind is there - I even thought about going to the gym and singing up for an exercise class - but I am going to have to wait for my body to catch up with my mind first.
I felt so much slimmer and lighter than I had on Monday. On Sunday I got weighed and was 329, so I weighed myself again, expecting to have lost, cos I felt so amazingly light and fit. To my utter despair, the scale said 329/BMI 58.
This is what happened before, and what makes me give up time and time again. Others start losing immediately. Two women I know who started Atkins just 6 days ago report a 9lb and 6lb loss respectively - why not me?
Yeah OK I am impatient, and I should stop weighing (I have indeed thrown away the scales and now pay 50p a time at the sports centre!)
I only hope that this time my energy, enthusiasm and the radiant happiness I feel today, the way I have turned my life around in just three days, will keep me going until something tangible happens on the scales.
Fingers crossed!
I have not been tempted to cheat at all since Tuesday morning. Not hungry, not craving. Having some negative comments already when I've told people. My masseur said today "ooh isn't that a really dangerous diet, didn't someone die of kidney failure on that?" and an acquaintance in the pool said "That cannot possibly work, eating all that fat." Trouble is, I cannot say anything much because here I am at 329. When I am 229 I will be an Atkins Ambassador!
If anyone my weight just starting wants to buddy-up please PM me. Looking especially for buds in the UK to share food-buying tips etc.
Helena
The announcement is:
I HAVE COME BACK TO ATKINS AND REALISED AT LONG LAST THAT IT IS THE ONLY WAY FOR ME!!!
Sorry for shouting.
OK I am Helena I am 48 yrs old and 5ft 3 and today I weighed in at 329. When I first joined this board in May 2005 I think I was 306.
If only I had stuck with it, by now I would be 229 not 329. I just want to kick myself. There are people on here and other low carb boards who in that time have lost 100lbs.
I''ve been so very stupid. I've been weak, I've given in to temptation, I've given in to boredom with protein foods and most of all I've given in to chocolate. I've also given in to friends and family and doctors and nutritionists and dieticians etc who have told me Atkins is bad, Atkins cannot work - the usual stuff. It's been hard to convince them otherwise when I appear to them to be "living proof" that it does not work.
On expert advice I've tried grain and fruit based diets, low fat low calorie diets, and I have got fatter and fatter and fatter.
My main problem with Atkins is that I do not lose weight quickly or easily on it. I've done induction many times and I think the most I ever lost was about 3 or 4 lbs. Then stalled, then lost my patience, and thought "well if I ain't losing I might as well have a large bar of chocolate". Once I'm back on the choccies, I simply cannot stop. I am like a carb-monster!
My epiphany (is that the right word?) came on Monday. I had sunk to the lowest depths of utter despair, depression and anguish. I didn't have the energy or enthusiasm even to wash the dishes, could not be bothered to do anything much really. Lately I've become more and more of a recluse, because walking, standing, doing anything is just too much effort.
I lay in bed and could hardly sit up, so bloated was I from all those "healthy" wholegrain bread sandwiches, the healthy brown pasta and the healthy fruits! I felt like a beached whale. I just knew that I have reached a crossroads. The choice was (a) get my life back or (b) get fatter and die here, bedridden and unable to move.
And so on Tuesday with renewed enthusiasm I started on Atkins yet again. With optimism I bought a pair of Lycra 3/4 length exercise trousers. Size 4XL!
Wednesday morning I fel better already! More awake, much less bloated, and happier.
Thursday (today) I had this amazing surge of energy, seemingly from nowhere. I put on my new Lycra trousers and felt like a million dollars. Like a fool I bid on Ebay for a bicycle (God I hope I get outbid!) and then I set out to walk the mile uphill to the swimming pool (haven't been able to walk that for some months). I had so much energy I was literally marching up that hill! Of course, what I had forgotten, in my great burst of enthusiasm, is that I am, in fact, 329 pounds (23 stone 7) and so of course my body was dragging me back. My mind is there - I even thought about going to the gym and singing up for an exercise class - but I am going to have to wait for my body to catch up with my mind first.
I felt so much slimmer and lighter than I had on Monday. On Sunday I got weighed and was 329, so I weighed myself again, expecting to have lost, cos I felt so amazingly light and fit. To my utter despair, the scale said 329/BMI 58.
This is what happened before, and what makes me give up time and time again. Others start losing immediately. Two women I know who started Atkins just 6 days ago report a 9lb and 6lb loss respectively - why not me?
Yeah OK I am impatient, and I should stop weighing (I have indeed thrown away the scales and now pay 50p a time at the sports centre!)
I only hope that this time my energy, enthusiasm and the radiant happiness I feel today, the way I have turned my life around in just three days, will keep me going until something tangible happens on the scales.
Fingers crossed!
I have not been tempted to cheat at all since Tuesday morning. Not hungry, not craving. Having some negative comments already when I've told people. My masseur said today "ooh isn't that a really dangerous diet, didn't someone die of kidney failure on that?" and an acquaintance in the pool said "That cannot possibly work, eating all that fat." Trouble is, I cannot say anything much because here I am at 329. When I am 229 I will be an Atkins Ambassador!
If anyone my weight just starting wants to buddy-up please PM me. Looking especially for buds in the UK to share food-buying tips etc.
Helena







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