So, this is my fist ever post and it is admission time- this diet completely freaks me out. It goes against everything I have EVER been taught by both of my trainers and every diet I have ever been on. My aunt and friend have both lost over 30 pounds on Atkins, so I thought I would give it a shot. I will be a bridesmaid in my best friends wedding in September- the last thing I was to be is a fat bridesmaid.
A little about me, I lost about 60 pounds last year, starting from Feb to April. My lowest weight was 144. I would like to get to 140 and stay there. I have struggled for the past 3 years with disordered eating (both bullimia and what I call perfection eating), which has led me to where I am now- 170 lbs. Its over a year later from where I started and I am ALMOST (not quite) back to where I started (185 lbs).
I want my old body back. I want to walk into a room and hear "Black Betty" playing in my head while I shake my bootie and walk with confidence. I want to WANT to take pictures. I want to WANT to wear nice clothes and feel confient about myself. This is what I strive for.... but it seems so far away.
It is so sad that 30 pounds is what is keeping me from feeling like this, from meeting this joy again. This is my quest, my goal... it is go time. I have to find myself again.
Can you help me find myself?
Along with posting my thoughts, I would also like to post what I am eating each day, in hopes that it can be critiqued and hopefully it will allow for quicker weight loss. I feel like I have no idea what I am doing and I don't like it. I need some guidance.
Below is a list of exactly what I ate today. Please don't hold back the criticism, comments and help. This is my day 1... I can use all the help I can get.
Thank you

Day 1
Brkfast 3 eggs
turkey bacon (5) 0
sour cream 2 tbsp 1
cheese 1oz 1
avocado (1/4) 1
whole cream 2 tbps 1
splenda 1
Totals 8
Lunch chicken 0
lettuce (2 cups) 0
cucumber 2
gorgozola cheese 1
pepperonchinis 1
olives 1
Totals 5
Dinner lamb 2oz 0
green beans (1/2 cp) 4
cheese .5 oz 0
bacon sprinkels 0
chicken 2 oz 0
Totals 4
Snack celery 0
cream cheese- 2 tbsp 0
turkey- 5 pieces 1
s free jello w/whip 0
Totals 1
Totals: 18
A little about me, I lost about 60 pounds last year, starting from Feb to April. My lowest weight was 144. I would like to get to 140 and stay there. I have struggled for the past 3 years with disordered eating (both bullimia and what I call perfection eating), which has led me to where I am now- 170 lbs. Its over a year later from where I started and I am ALMOST (not quite) back to where I started (185 lbs).
I want my old body back. I want to walk into a room and hear "Black Betty" playing in my head while I shake my bootie and walk with confidence. I want to WANT to take pictures. I want to WANT to wear nice clothes and feel confient about myself. This is what I strive for.... but it seems so far away.
It is so sad that 30 pounds is what is keeping me from feeling like this, from meeting this joy again. This is my quest, my goal... it is go time. I have to find myself again.
Can you help me find myself?
Along with posting my thoughts, I would also like to post what I am eating each day, in hopes that it can be critiqued and hopefully it will allow for quicker weight loss. I feel like I have no idea what I am doing and I don't like it. I need some guidance.
Below is a list of exactly what I ate today. Please don't hold back the criticism, comments and help. This is my day 1... I can use all the help I can get.
Thank you


Day 1
Brkfast 3 eggs
turkey bacon (5) 0
sour cream 2 tbsp 1
cheese 1oz 1
avocado (1/4) 1
whole cream 2 tbps 1
splenda 1
Totals 8
Lunch chicken 0
lettuce (2 cups) 0
cucumber 2
gorgozola cheese 1
pepperonchinis 1
olives 1
Totals 5
Dinner lamb 2oz 0
green beans (1/2 cp) 4
cheese .5 oz 0
bacon sprinkels 0
chicken 2 oz 0
Totals 4
Snack celery 0
cream cheese- 2 tbsp 0
turkey- 5 pieces 1
s free jello w/whip 0
Totals 1
Totals: 18









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