i lost 1 more pound yay!! so i am hitting up a halloween party which i have never partied it up on halloween and i already have tons of temptations. food. someone asked me to make a cake! i will i have no problem with the cake part but i do have a problem wanting to socially drink with all my friends. especially since i have been working so hard to get some debt paid and i have not relaxed in a while. and i love to drink with my homies! i dont ever get to see them and it will kind of be like a reunion. man im stuck wow. i want to have some drinks . i think the best way for me to not get caught up in the food is 1) most of the food is healthy 2) eat before i go 3) i hate cream cheese so that helps! she's making lots of food with cream cheese.
well this may help but im still wanting to eat chips and salsa and drink beer. god this is going to suck. man oh man. ive been feeling like crap lately just because of the not eating carbs. my energy was so low yesterday and today its a little low but higher and my cheeks are a little warm i get mini hot flashes. so i know kenosis is hitting. i had headaches yesterday and i am a little aggitated. everything is pissing me off. god i cant wait until work is done. im here right now. and they want me to PH urine GOD!!!
alright everything will be ok